人在江湖，身不由己

It's true. They take me as a bitch and for me it's much better to be bitchy than to be boring anyways.

And seriously, they ONLY talk about studies. I don't even know how they can keep talking about those stuff all the time..

That's how I make myself "weird" in the whole crowd, tho i think i am the only normal one and the only one who still has some imagination..

Well, maybe studies are a "safe" topic.

You said these people don't know one another very well, after all.

Well it's not just that, but i guess it's impossible to perfectly describe the whole atmosphere and how i feel being with them.

Anyways... i'm off for a year and i don't give a damn..

yeah~think about your soon coming wonderful trip~~~

not that soon... but i'll get thru it. i've been too stressful these days, guess that makes me impatient about things.