haha really?

cuz u disappear for too long

我沒有disappear,只是累and depressed

哈

dont be dear!

im here w/ you!!

waking up 540am everyday, does it make u feel better?

yeah...maybe a little.

可是你不用每天念10-12hours, 每天受錯很多的衝擊,每天想完蛋了怎麼辦,想要通車到city要幾點起床,要開到紐澤西訂旅館早餐午餐怎麼解決,想接下來搬家怎麼樣? 會不會考過? 為什麼那麼努力了還是錯那麼多? 是不是自己有問題

一大堆敵人,自己和他人,心裡的敵人,心理和身體都很累

覺得為什麼每一天都在忍耐

阿問一個問題,像我上禮拜和這禮拜都要因為念書和補習沒辦法去sunday worship,這樣是把環境放在我和神之間嗎??可是把自己手邊的事情做好不也是在自己工作崗位上榮耀神?

sorry拉抱怨一連串~我現在好多了!!!

dont worry about it, do whatever you need to do and glorify your heavenly Father by that

God knows your heart 而且這是非常時期 又不是你長期要降

share some verses w/ you i just read

"Look at the birds of the air' they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them.

Are you not much more valuable than they? Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life?

Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own."

-Matthew 6:26-27, 34

so no worries k? God is holding you on His hands =)

be praying for you...my dear