not ready to say goodbye yet. i dont know why, but im so scared.

goodbye to whom?

kaputengel...its hard to explain. theres a hard situation coming up and im just not ready for him to go home.

argh, that makes sense entirely. One needs the moral support of one's partner during difficult times.

Thats exactly it. and he has to go home today and im not ready for it.

I'm sorry it has to be today, and I bet he's sorry too.

you both have webcams and microphones.

nope. i have a webcam and microphone but he doesnt.

and things went bad. real bad. and he cant even call right now

when will you next be in touch?

it took awhile but things are fine now

glad.

so at least...