is this some kind of midlife crisis?

at 30? I hope not! No, just random thoughts I had on the road at 5am.

I have a friend getting rid of their motorcycle.

it would be bad for me to have one. I'm not level-headed enough yet

romance is good, bikes will kill you though.

yes, well my mother would kill me first (about the bike)

the romance part just really surprised me

don't worry, you'll eventually meet that special someone who will destroy that hopeless romantic inside you

should have happened already. Met that special someone several times already. Still hopeless romantic.

Or maybe just hopeless

keep it as long as you can... hard as hell to get back if possible at all

that if I haven't lost it yet given the horrors I've lived through, I'm not going to. Just odd to realize. A song prompted it.