to the rescue!!

ergh stressing

me too. There's something really ugly living in the kitchen sink.

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ahaha well I might not be going to uni so

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guh can I come to yours tomoro- print some cvs and we can go job hunting in town?

I am in desperate need of a job!! >.<

yeah sure. I'll just have to make sure I go to bed at a reasonable time instead of just saying I will =/

ahaha same here

I'm so freaking out

the thought of taking a year out and being stuck here without you or uni to keep me happy and busy makes me wanna cry

aw don't! I'm sure something can be worked out with the bank. Even if it can't, I can loan you the money xxoxo

thankss

I don't wanna stay here- it'd be like college all over again

I should never have messed up college- if I'd gotten my ema and saved it like I said instead of having fucking depression

I wouldn't have this problem now

forget about college! We've done that and it's over now, forever. Whatever happens now has to be better than school.

not if i don't get in

This is what we've been waiting seven years for: our lives! We're going to uni, and we're gonna have the start of the best time of our life

but not if we can't afford it

And you've already got in.

I thought that our student loans and getting a job when at uni was financial prep enough but apparently not...

you've practically got an unconditional offer.

yeah but none of that matters if I don't get accom I can't go can I?

I'm the one who needs to be worrying about results. I'm just hanging here, waiting to see if they'll lower my offer

And you will get accomodation. like I said, I can loan you the money. Tbh, the bank will prolly lend you it neway

you need your money for uni

and u'll get in

no. I have a loan and a grant, and if I go to Oxford I'll get a bursary too. I can take out a huge overdraft on my new account. And

I can ask CH for money. They have a huge fund just waiting to be given out to Old Blues, and as I'm the only Oxbridge girl this year...

I love that banana

oh right

ergh everything is so screwed up

Like I'm getting a full student loan but only 75% until my mum send this form saying she's officially seperated from Msaud

Masud*

no, thi summer is going to be awesome, and we are going to be awesome by the end of it

*this

and my tuition fees get paid in full..gotta sit down and figure out how much I'll be left with money wise

if I pay my yrs rent in one installment

oh, well, she can do that in time can't she?

well not until sunday at the quickest I think...university is so stressful

but even then that doesn't solve my advanced payment worries grrr

you've said you'll borrow me some money and so has suki and my dad can pay some so...

same, but I can't even calculte for certain cause I don't know where i'm going yet =/

*calculate

exactly it's crazy like weighing everything up when we're not even certain if we've gotten into uni

all this tressing culd be for nothing- we might have to take a year out and reapply for all we know

and altho that might sound terrible now, a year out can still be a great experience

I dunno...It wudn't be so bad if we were together but alone...

guh

we'd get out of the habit of learning etc

I don't know... you could learn lots of stuff. Do some courses at art school, spend some time abroad, learning languages

I suppose but wudn't u rather go to uni?

I mean wot if we sress about all this- I pay the advanced payment and then come results day I don't get in? screwed

seven years of my life wasted...its horrifying

I guess. I don't want to go somewhere if I'm not going to enjoy it tho. And I don't think I could enjoy living in London for all that time

Camden? all those fun things to do and people to mett. What's not fun about that?

besides, I don't have anywhere to stay, and I prolly don't have enough money to live off in London

I guess London's sort of off puttingly hectic at first though cos we're just smalltown girls

I thought you'd already got enough UCAS points at AS

wot do u mean? I thought u had accom at oxford sorted? and the other uni u applied to-wot about that?

I'm not totally sure- it said 80 points in an art quaslification greater than 3 units...what does that even mean?

I do have accom at Oxford. But I don't have 3 As, so unless they lower their offer and take me anyway, my only choice is SOAS

I haven't even llooked at the accom. there.

Well maybe you should? Though I'm sure you'll get 3 As?

Do you need to get 3 A's this year? U got some last year right?

An Art A-level is 6 units, and 120 points is an A. I think 80 is a C.

I don't have any As at A-level. I have a B in Maths. I'll prolly get As in French & Latin, but not Portuguese.

what did you get in Art last year?

I'm sure you'll pass Em and I know everyone says that but I know you

I got A, C, U and I resubmitted my U this year

why?

pass or no, I didn't get 3 As. But my B was so nearly an A that I'm hoping they won't care. It's only Maths after all.

so was that a B overall, or a C? I was just wondering how many UCAS points you already had in Art.

it was a C overall but if my resubmitted U becomes a B I guess it will be a B?

it totally sucks that my two As in Media and LitLang count nothingtowards me getting into uni :/

well, it sounds as if you'll have enough point anyway. If you did more units this year to add.

Yeah I did- I think I should come out with a B overall in AS art

speaking of which fancy coming to the rt show at college tomoro at 4?

see Fearn and Bethany?

sure!! better be careful what I wear tho, huh?

ahahah nah Ligtfoots prescence cancels it out be artsy

I think I'm gonna wear my white corset top- I wish I had black leather leggings to go with

wot about u

to look through her wardrobe first... Don't worry, I'll think up some wacky combo!! ^-^

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haha don't we always