im considered one crazy one. HAHAH.

reall crazy

no. as in really crazy. mad and all. raging

oh angry-crazy?

hmm, i havent seen anyone that crazy.

yet.

ya. seen one. angry crazy. completely mad. this is how i think of her

o.o who who who?

HEHEH, i sound freaking KPO.

haha. someone who insists that she is my only true friend and wants me to change back.

its so ridiculous. i've got to this far and i dont think my attitude is worse.

thats weird. if she's your true friend, she wouldn't want you to change, instead, love you for who you are..

yeah. and pple say she's jealous or smthing. but i'll let her be la

weird. sherwyne?

nonono. its someone else

haha. my life sounds complicated now

o.o well. since when life is simple?

hahaha.s

it has always been simple.

yeah, but things just get complicated. again, by mankind.

yup. by negative feelings

we insist on making it complicated.

yeap. the greatest mistake.

nah, it happens to every human being.

er.. alicia?

haha. no la.

its not her. she's very nice to talk with. surprisingly, we have alot in common

actually, sometimes we didnt mean to make things like that. but we love to quarrel so much that we cant stop.

coz when we win an argument, we feel a certain "power" and we like that.

yup. agree.

sometimes i thought the way i think is never accepted if voiced out

yeah!

you've got to voice it out if not... you will feel miserable. You know, that kind of ARGHHH GAH GAH GAH feeling.

HAHAHA ARGHHHH GAH GAH

hehe yup. omg. you guys are saying what i wanted to say. cool

so you've got to voice it out if not you will feel like a ball.. being bounced around by ppl.... aimless and..... controlled.

yea.. agree. thats why i am voicing out and this person thinks i am snobbish cos i achieved smthing in sc.

puppet?

controlled by a puppeteer? o.o

0.o

:B

whos this person?

this is what psychologists call: Envy.

that alone can cause alot of discomfort aye.

erm. i'll say but promise to keep it down yeah

Alfiah?

coz thats the only person i can think of whos in SC now.

i dont think alfiah will do that? o.o

okay ruby. *zipped*

Alfiah, will never do that

haha, anyhow say one lar. coz i dunno who else are in SC?

haha.

hahahs, so who's that person?

o.o

cass

HAHAHAHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA THATS WHAT I GUESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSED.

OH, Cassendra?

serious? o.o she doesnt look the sort. but then again. never judge the book by its cover. HA.

who is that?

yeah

erm. alot of hair? always look like she's in a bad mood?

hahahs, i like the description.

ok, went her blog, saw her photo. had never seen her before.

hahahs.

haha. ok. but you will never see her near me. our friendship is over *somewhat hurt but going to let go. its not worth the pain*

she looks very very different in that photo.

contradictory.

haha. really?

i mean, the relationship.

huh? what relationship?

oh man, is she even in our sch?

yes yes. in my class somemore

the friendship what thing.

and yeah, she's in our sch.

friendship? oh. yeah. she and i are not friends anymore

whoa, you are........ v different from me.

good. she doesnt sound like a good one. o.o

-wip: in what way?

-nina: haha. i dont know lei

hurhurs.

haha. for me, not good.

or i am not very tolerant of her

coz when a similar situation sort of happened to me, i considered giving up everything (position, CCA) just so she will feel happier.

uh. i dont think this person is worth my positions, my cca and everything i have

and i cant believe you actually thought like that. haha. hmmmm

okay, so its different lar in this sense.

Coz i never thought i would reach to the top, you see. Its just that ppl think highly of me and give me opportunities. I just utilise these

chances and became what i am. But i am okay if i dont have all that, you see. So it didnt matter then. Moreover, choir was a rather cold

place years ago.

haha. for me, i worked hard and it came to me. which is good la

haha, thats good. im still trying to figure why it came to me. so i have been running these years.

oic....