i can relate.

im saaaaaaaaaad and scared and disappointed

its okay. u must understand them.

why cant they try to understand me ?

berdoa aje okay, there's nothing esle you can do, really.

im super upset . why cant they understand ?

Sometimes, people are just not meant to each other. You want them to fight while they're together, or be okay without each other?

Think, its not only you, its them also.

i guess