Seriously,i've that feeling before and i regretted heeding to that!cb
can simplify what you mean?
Now everything is back!the nightmare is back once again!hounding inside my inside :s
what nightmare?
Sigh.i'm talking to myself.
Meaning simple.imagine you've everything accessible.
In came a terrorist engaging your communication with the out side world.how would you feel?
You'll felt being controlled right?
And you wanna get free right?
But that terrorist threaten to blow up himself if you tried to break free :s So what can you do?
depends. who is that terrorist?
Eliminate that terrorist right?
That terrorist is someone you're close with
yesyes.
Put yourself in that terrorist shoe now.
What does terrorist want?they want control.they want to terrorise right?
shoe must be big enough ley. so small, cant put.
Now to gain control,they use violence and brutality against that someone to get his or her attention right?
ya. so who's the terrorist and the one terrorised?
But now if you're in that terrorist
shoe.do you think you're having full control of that person,or only partially.think again.
Will your action make both party happy,sad or just one party suffering alone ?
Wrong.answer is partially
sad, both sad. got model answer de ah?
You only partially gain full control when you use force on people to gain it fully.but that's what our mind is lying to you.
you tell me think, then i think alrd, it tells me, "full" , then now you telling me what your brain tells you and you tell me.
Model ans : partially control Model ans : only one party suffer,which is the one terrorise
so i shouldnt think in the first place? since you're gna tell me the model answer, right?
Model ans : partially control Model ans : only one party suffer,which is the one terrorise
Haha.i'm trying to unpack what you're thinking
why got model answer one? not fair ley.
okay, then why is it implying on you?
Human is very funny.what you think right may not be what you actually want to think.
I'm implying on how last time i'm being controlled and broke free

My experienced told me i suffered a lot.
so what you tthinking right now?
But now friends are here.i'm not that stupid one.the one tried to terrorise me is that stupid one
who tried t terrorise you?

What that person do?
I'm thinking of those who's suffering in the same situation as i was like
what's your situation?
You should believe in yourself and break free from that force

Don't be discourage and say you can't do it.
huh? is your situation or my situation?
Everyone can do
it.it's how we do it

Lesson end.thank you everyone
This post is about me ah.did i say cindy?nope,i doubt i did
you are ridiculous.
you say so many is want me t understand or saying for the sake of saying?
(i'm so relieved to put out my thoughts,wow!)i bet my english can get at least a b4
Saying for the sake of others
-.- LOL, so does it have t do w me? ^^
Nope

You're perfectly fine.i've gushed out my anger
oh.i dont understand.