really wanna try me?

it's such a LONG story of people who think they know me not knowing me at ALL!!

can i be one to hear? caus ei know the feeling ^^;

yeah sure- well you see there's a lot that makes me feel that way but right now the thing that's really getting to me is that...i do A LOT

of music & it means SO much to me, singing & songwriting in particular. i do it for fun & letting out emotions & cuz it's who i am but

i also take it quite seriously. u see the thing is that people can't see that & they have such expectations for me to do something academic

as a career which i would love to get a degree in law or something but i also want to try to make it 'big' in the music industry. the thing

is that my family would NOT support this if they knew!! trust me!! & although i don't care, it's SO hard to make the progress i'm hoping for

especially at my age, with no support behind you. i know it sounds stupid but you don't know HOW much i want this!!

not trying to brag here but i AM smart & i do want an academic career to fall back on if the music idea fails but that's what i

REALLY want out of life & i have NO idea what to do. what's to say it's going to be ME who makes it out of EVERYONE out there?

i am a writer also, and if it is what you love you should chase that, sometimes what others say does not matter, you should make your own

choices and by that become a stronger better person, i would actually very much like to see you works if you would also ^^

but just remember it's YOUR life not theirs, you should make you life they way you want it to be otherwise you will be unhappy for the rest

of your life. so make the most of this life no matter what the hardships, that is what i was taught, that is why i hold my dreams

to the point where i will do anything to accomplish them, especially with my friends to support me

thankyou!! i REALLY want it! SO much but i've got NO idea how to go about it either....

nothing is impossible if it is what you want you shoudl do everything in your power to make it come true

you write too? AWESOME!! & yeah sure, i'm working on some stuff at the moment, when i'm done you can hear it if u want.

i would very much like that, and btw check me out here domie-chan.deviantart.co...

again, thanks! i just don't know where the hell to start!

well do you have a devinant account?

nope but i think i'm gunna get one now. what's the point of the site?

you put up your writing/art for critisizm so you can improve

it also gives you exposure

be sure to chat with other writers and such like it helps ALOT

THANKYOU SO MUCH!! YOU ARE AWESOME!!

i am only but a person who looks out at the world and encourages those around him to go for their dreams ^^

that's sweet! thanks! it really does mean a lot!

i mean, i don't even know that i'm good enough but i'll never know til i give it a shot/

thats the right way of thinking ^^

hmm...i guess i just couldn't live with myself if i knew that i hadn't given it a go.

indeed, everyone can be the best, it is just a matter of getting out there and making a difference ^^

well, that i am trying to do

indeed, your still young that is power in itself ^^

i hope so anyting to better the situation

indeed gather your friends close, make sure they are true, i only have 2 extremely close friends and i would do anything for them,

it keeps me on track most of the time

yeah that's true. i haven't told ANYONE about this though. i have a lot of friends but only...well....2 or 3 i trust with my LIFE!!

that is good, to be able to still trust like that is somthing i really miss

yeah, it's a good feeling. that is until you get betrayed which i hope these people won't do!

i have 2 left, and they will stick by me to the bitter end, one wants to kill me and the other wants to pay me back for my kindness

one wants to kill you? WOW! umm....ok? the other situation sounds good tho!! hahaha!

the thing is we want to kill each other but we find the other to useful... or more like we have been at it so long we don't even remembe

r the origins of i

sounds kinda fun actually....i'm not sure that was the response u were expecting but it does

well, neiter of us are allowed to die in the mean time so it is fun specially when life is sooo funny

too true!

& nooo NOOOO dying!