almost just thought I'd crashed my work computer. or rather that it crashed from doing something mundane. it is a bad computer
but I got kind of excited because for every single calendar year I've worked at Wizards, I have had to acquire and set up a new work machine. it would've made me five for five
but the year is young I guess
sidenote alienware desktops are clunky pieces of shit and the laptops are even worse
I would know I'vE HAD FOUR OF THEM
learned of two separate deaths in the span of a few hours. nobody I was close to, but I knew them. wishing their families peace.
I'm sorry Cami, it's hard and strange, even when it's not close to home
aaaand callen has a fever. damn it
it's not high at least, and last time he had one he just slept most of the day
if it gets worrisome we'll bring him to the doctor ofc
this first year has been so much for his little immune system
every time he comes home sick I'm like please... please I was just getting over the last one
callen is doing much better today as predicted. he is back to his normal self, which is a huge relief
but they also won't let him come back to daycare until 24 hours after the fever was identified, which was 11am yesterday. ...and they stop letting kids get dropped off after 10. we're like you did this on purpose didn't you
so another day of being extremely glad neither Chris nor I are service or emergency workers
I'm ahead on my tasks so we'll make do
also Chris' sister sent Callen a bunch of Harry Potter themed baby clothes and we're just like. nooooo
they will go firmly into the Home Clothes category much like anything featuring star wars or mickey mouse
some Disney/brand stuff is fine and I'm not gonna be an asshole about it, we'll watch Disney stuff as he gets older I'm sure/his grandparents want us all to go to Disneyworld but I do not personally care for the brand and don't need him to be a billboard for it
and I mean. Harry Potter. no thx
that'll be an exciting conversation with his Harry Potter Aunt but it'll need to happen ig
“We wouldn’t be where we are today as a company without these people. But since we are here today, we don’t need them anymore.” Haha..........
feeling a lil bit like an unperson today
or like. there's no real evidence to support this but I feel like I'm getting a lot of emotions dumped on me and I don't really get to have feelings
but is that because it's actually happening or because I'm so used to being the main character of my life that I can't handle being a little bit put upon, find out next week on the exciting conclusion
I'm also just sleep deprived, lbr
sleep deprivation does not help anything but i hope also you can get a minute to yourself

they’re the same
we're doing it. we're taking the next step in our relationship
(I'm not mean enough to say that to either of our mothers who I'm sure would both be like OMG ARE YOU GETTING MARRIED FINALLY)
ty it's been a long time coming
chris and I are both kinda drunk and talking about writing a thank you note to Enya for all the work she's done in our household
but the sentiment is real. she makes listenable music that also helps our baby fall asleep
I was an unironic enya enjoyer even before callen was born and now she's his fourth parent (the third one is pippin)
bout to get an mri for my stupid fucking back. maybe I can take a nap during it
Aww that's sweet (the Enya bit)
Hope mri reveals some solvable mysteries
MyChart results say protruding disc(s)
also mri's freak me out big time so hope it went gently for you
I closed my eyes the whole time and almost passed out more than once, but it was a very undramatic situation so I wasn’t too freakoutable