I nearly forgot to tell you all that yesterday the guy who watches the door for our choir rehearsals offered to miracle-heal my asthma

because I had to run out to the narthex right before break to have a coughing fit

I told him if I'm still coughing next week we can give it a go

sadly I don't think jesus cares that much about my lungs

if only I weren't praying for your downfall in turn this might work

right? exactly. no spirit healer is powerful enough

thrilled I get to talk about my brain results with my therapist tomorrow, since I finally got the packet in the mail

my name is cami and I'm here to say, I hate election years in a major way

I hope redacted redacteds before things can reach a fever pitch again but I'm sure he won't

yeah that's long overdue (in minecraft)

it doesn't help that I had a dream last night I was holding callen and the cops raided a party we were attending. they teargassed us and I was trying to block him from it when my alarm went off

obviously I would not bring him to an irl protest but it still shook me

ah man, brain please no one needs more fears rn

god yeah just brain going for immediately the worst thing

god I am just drowning in random anxiety today

maybe I'll go pick up callen early to hang out with him a little longer before bedtime

lost the zbrush file I was working on yesterday

I saved it wrong

RIP

my AD saved me, wheeze

got it back, we're cookin

PHEW

poor Callen, I went to pick him up early just for the fuck of it and arrived exactly in time for him to be having a screaming meltdown that turned into spitting up. safe to say he’s not feeling well

but we’re home and he’s resting and even gave me some giggles. we’ll be okay

I got him new kicks today too

yes they are $30 converse for babies, yes that’s incredibly stupid

little treats come in all forms

o no they're so cute

BABY SHOES ARE THE BEST

and when in a month he outgrows them you can keep them and oooh and aaaah over how teeny his feet were

burrito boy

he’s been his usual self this morning, if a bit sleepier

😭

He is so cute

bro we are WALKING

WALKING!!!!

now nothing (under 2 ft high) is safe from chaos

to be fair it already wasn’t