I still should really do chorus and maybe 14, but there's really only so much attention I have anymore for several movies in a day. we'll see how much I can fit in tomorrow (since I got dnd tonight and can't do it all today)

I'm full of Feelings foreverrrrrrr

oh good someone else is rewatching too

i am suffering

yeah the past few days I've been trying to get two or three at a time in

I feel like I should be shocked I don't play wash. but I don't, way better people can do that

can't believe my church has been dead for 13 seasons

i was thinking about church at 7am on a sunday. which out of context doesn't sound weird but

all three churches ended themselves. for totally different reasons.

denial, despair, devotion

church when you say you're gonna kill yourself bc of how stupid everyone around you is that's not supposed to be literal-

and yet

here we are

denial, despair, and devotion

damn that's good

got a kind of poetry to it

once upon a time when I first started watching I thought simmons would be my guy

man, every now and then I kinda wanna go back and do more with my agent and fragment bc of course I did that shit

his name is felix (felix) felix (felix) felix the doooouuuuuche

oh no I just realized when I pop 13 in later I'm going to be a mess at the end of it ugh ugh (unless I'm too tired and out of it but usually the music gets me and obvs the speech)

oh yeah

i still cry

I do not need to do 14, but like, if I'm up early enough tomorrow, maybe I'll 14 for the hell of it

I don't own the shisno trilogy or I woulda started my rewatch sooner, but like, I mean. heavily implied noncanonical

zero doesn't exist except for the zero/axel fic that's been sitting on my desktop for a long time shh

I hate the lieutenants, I just very much do not care for them. but wow hearing ryan is just. oof. wild

god damn it I was right, every time, gotta have tears

even when exhausted, the music, the little beats of emotion and break in church's voice, the everything

somewhere out there is a universe where the show ended at 10, and somewhere out there is a universe where the show ended at 13

god. a fucking generation of the internet coming to a close. I know I came into this show late in the game but. man.

god since it's being released obviously not on the rt site, does that mean it...drops at midnight? like instead of noon central time?? christ. I'm not buying it bc fuck that shit (unless they release it physically which /motions to the closure of rt) so I can't even go I'LL WAIT 50 MORE MINUTES

frankly I'd be too tired to appreciate it anyway. I'll check some of my yo ho ho sites when I get up in the morning

(and I will also check the archive of pimps and see if they archive it. they've got all the first stuff which was for pay, so...you never know?)

god. if nothing else. I'll bust out my gay robot shirt. I bought that during the fire sale and wore it the other day. gotta rep.

I'm awake-ish, I've found Somewhere To Watch, and I'm wondering if it's too warm for my rvb hoodie...probably but y'know

I think a shower and breakfast is in order bc I am. not. awake enough for this rn

I still have feelings about Church calling Carolina sis and c

you ever see a bunch of textposts and then have to meme it all with whatever rando images you can find of characters

or like is it just me--

you're valid

the wash one I specifically looked for bc I felt like. it was probably a good bit. also why did I not crop down that text box more OH WELL

it's real fucking good

oh the Wash one is fun

I went through my whole rvb tag on tumblr and my very first one was 10 years ago saying: Things I think way too much about lately: Leonard Church

this whole tag gave me lots and lots and lots of feels and I'm going to lay in them

and here we are