not destined but doomed to be together is such a fucking feeling
but god like. the fucking chex handholding into the afterlife once and for all (but also since computers getting to have basically as much time as they need) was something I needed in my life
presumably this version of church is all the fragments reforming a new alpha like epsilon was explaining but not unpredictable and possibly evil, and since they still don't have the memories...
I know the internet is bitching about grimmons into the ground but also simmons' first official act was to do something grif has wanted since they first met and if that's not love language material then I don't know what it
also once again the lack of wyoming in wash's dead friends club is still absolutely hysterical to me
to be fair I did not actually come up with a joke
I made enough icons to feel like it warrants a post in its own right. includes the ones I made years ago specifically trying to get some alpha ones. I didn't do any color balancing so honestly? a lot of the specific motions and details get lost in the semi-transparency issues
but also I literally just screengrabbed caps and then cropped and resized in paint. so.
We couldn't have Grimmons because ALLLLL the gay resources were used up for Epsilon and his little hip-pop, nothing was left no yeah that explains everything I see now
I have several fics I am obligated to write for an auction that I have not started yet. but here I am suddenly wanting to write rvb fic again. thankfully(?) idk what actually TO write. I just wanna tho
I mean obviously my brain is 'write fucked up churchington' but that's always the default-
with you on the 'i just wanna write' train
maybe someday I'll revisit my one nanowrimo fic that was I believe post-chorus what if they all got to retire and how would they all deal with 1 no longer being in an active war and 2 trying to reintegrate into society
like several of my nanos, it's got lots of ideas that I like that maybe if I just polish it up...
also lots of stuff that's real self-indulgent but we are coming into an era where fuck it we fic writers get to do that bc it's what we want to see in the world

HAHAHA...HA.......
HA....... /lays down and cries
well speaking of writing and now crossing the mcu/rvb streams, I might have to write avengers as freelancers
what are the avengers if not freelancers given they start fighting each other and imploding, except they don't even have the director fury as an excuse
...one of the major impetuses however is a severely traumatized and fucked over amnesiac. so. I mean. bucky's the alpha in this case. christ.
i would argue the meta as bucky
or as the winter soldier more specifically
if only for the fact that if i hear either leitmotif start to crop up in the background of a scene i start sweating
I can give you list of dead freelancers why you shouldn’t do that kills me every time
winter meta whose mind is scrambled and under hydra's control via plugging a bunch of (unstable, shh, the technology was still experimental) ai in his noggin
I get feelings about how "let it die" by starset is such a chex song in the worst way
I've also got perpetual feels about how church's plan was for caboose to bring him back, but caboose instead made the conscious choice to bring tex back
oh no I looked up the entire song
the mistake you made was having seen the breakthrough that would take you oh no that's church. oh no that's the director and it's epsilon
I need to go to bed and sleep but I'm crying over lyrics WHOOPS
pacrim AND bloodied wash, yes good
oh my god that's so precious