/flops on working, dreaming of when I save enough to do my next holiday

I can sympathize with that. A holiday sounds nice.

working and unpacking and attempting to save for Japan in November laskjdf

That sounds like it will be a fun trip.

Yesssss

Which part are you visiting?

Just Tokyo since we only have about five days

From what I hear there's certainly enough there for five days.

Yup

tokyo is So Much, it's true XD

XDD

Trying to brain any of the things I really should be doing online, in too much paint o do any of the things I really should do IRL and freaking out about tomorrow

No reason to worry about tomorrow, I'm certain you have done what you can and things will be as they should. But if there is anything I can do, I'd be glad to help.

I have a dentist appointment tomorrow with a new dentist. 100% guarantee that the dentist will disagree I've done what I could >.<

But thank you

There will always be something they believe we could have done more, it comes from a well intended place.

You are a kinder soul than I

I empathize since I often have to insist the same with my students. That there was something more they could have done.

But fear not for you will not be alone in your lecture tomorrow, I'm sure I'll hear plenty as well in my own appointment.