
yesssss
rue and donnie
bats eyelashes at
how about cloud and leo since they had some Character Development
👀 gimme da brains and brawn
SCREAM I AM.....SORTA HERE
no internet (or hot water ir household objects or furniture) yet, but
SO!! doing these bc i have wanted to for days even though i wanted to do them on my laptop for full coherency
fluffs up pillow and cushions for egg
at ,least you have arrived!!
cloud probably likes to imagine it isn't, but it SO is. on the one hand, his very rational hatred (and fear) of sephiroth makes him behave IRrationally, a LOT
its practically that "seeing red" thing, where the only thing one can think of is hurting something or someone ends until the anger stops. cloud is very much there still. sephiroth has always been a messy ball of emotions to begin with, but with cloud coming to Folk fresh off killing him (for good, he hopes) and then never dealing with that ever
he still has a metric fuckton of unresolved emotions involved where sephiroth is concerned
he was in no way, shape, or form ready to handle a younger version of sephiroth with anything even approaching grace. shit it took him like a month or two to even work around to stalking the lil fucker on his walk to school to threaten him
cloud is scared of sephiroth
not of his fighting prowess of course, or of he himself being hurt somehow; he's scared that this sephiroth will fuck with his head some more and that he won't notice until he's stabbing someone he loves in the neck
so, yeah, the vast majority of how cloud feels about seph is wrapped up in that very real and very intense fear
there IS still a part of him that objectively knows this sephiroth isn't the same person with the same motives. if he were put in a centrifuge and all his terror and anger got spun outta him, he might even be able to find sympathy for him as a fellow lab rat
but it's very hard to separate anything else he could potentially feel about sephiroth from his fear right now. SO cloud considers mimiroth his cold war opponent right now kinda 😭
as an aside, 1 convo usually isn't enough for donnie to give a shit abt a person, but he thinks pretty positively abt sephiroth (largely bc sephiroth was on his side RE mikey post LMAO). i look forward to having them talk more
I .. really need to figure out what he'll do when he finds out the world's strongest badass hero is afraid of him.
fontech: cloud's loved zack forever of course, but he's FINALLY starting to take baby steps to make it something deeper than the "he saved me, I'm the burden who stole his life, he's my personal martyr" deal they sorta had going before
as cloud gets more comfortable with being around zack, he learns (or re-learns) more of what makes zack his own person and that leads to deeper understanding, and an even deeper appreciation
cloud will probably never stop hero-worshipping zack just because they are both the people they are, but by seeing zack's vulnerabilities, the relationship between them feels more balanced. that's also why cloud wants to take care of Zack; not necessarily something so formal or clinical as balancing some cosmic scale, but bc he wants to understand him better
on a more sexy note: cloud REALLY likes when Zack lets (likes?????) cloud boss him around
I FEEL LIKE I HAVE MORE THOUGHTS but they are not thoughting so i will have to come back to these two when they do
as for don and case they are in their growing pains era LMAO
donnie was content with the superficial "i revere you because you are my proto-uncle and i miss him" thing they had going before because it was very convenient for him to have someone who knew what noises he hated who also didn't question his (questionable) practices
however, it was never going to last, esp not after "i would remove you from the equation" and casey realizing/accepting that this donnie may act and sound a lot like his uncle, but is actually probably the FURTHEST from his future counterpart in how he feels about casey
as a result, casey wants to get to know this unfamiliar donnie better and have this unfamiliar donnie know HIM better, but DONNIE is like now hold on. i didn't want any of that. because he's just Like That with the vast majority of new people, with VERY few exceptions, and that's why he is friendless and bitchless
SO. GROWING PAINS. it happens with most of his CR (it even happened with leo) and through many uncomfortable struggles, i have confidence they will figure their shit out in due time
Heyyy
Meyggy: MOTHER!!!!! I'm so glad i tagged rue on a whim, best decision ever made. they are so good. YOU are so good. sweetheart galore
MOVING ON!!! donnie has gotten to a secure point with rue where he feels comfortable opening up to them as a parent, WHICH I NEVER IMAGINED WOULD HAPPEN when i first started playing donnie!!! i'm so pleased!!!!!!!
I should. Tag cloud as Axelea someday.
donnie isn't worried that rue will pull away, isn't worried about pushing back on things he didn't
doesnt want to do, and isn't worried about looking weak or childish in front of them. a lot of this is because of the COLOSSAL AMOUNT OF PRAISE rue injects directly into don's brain on practically an hourly basis LMAO
SORRY TO ALL HIS OTHER CR FOR PLAYING A HIGH MAINTENANCE GIRLIE DISGUISED AS LOW MAINTENANCE
part of it is also because of the surprisingly frank discussions they've gotten to have; serious concepts that Donnie can approach in that detached way of his that rue doesnt (outwardly) react emotionally to, because they have the patience of a saint and also bc they have picked up the that the fastest way to get don to recoil is to Emotion at him
donnie hasnt used the word "mom" for rue but honestly, they are there already. probably once he comes around to how he feels about that word (and whether or not he can get rue back if they get separated), he will begin using it
its definitely on the docket for him to say it aloud and not just in mindshare memory scape things
WAITING FOR DONNIE'S TURN TO KILL A MF FOR RUE ALSO, HINT HINT
ALSO I WILL DIE FOR HIM TO SAY MOM
can u imagine......................he shadow slides up to someone hurting rue and is like "leave my mom alone" and then just fcukng shoots them in the head
now that they've had their MANY discussions and have worked out a system that (for now) helps them communicate more effectively, donnie likes him quite a bit
he always enjoyed talking shop with peter, but now he's happy that he has a way of approaching more emotionally complex matters that make more sense to him
and he's helping fix anxiety!!! (he thinks lmao) peter was unsure, don has a simple script he can use to confirm the truth!! fuckin fantastic
the fact that peter is also comfy being sassy is nice too, don cannot handle just straight up polite ppl with no bite
NOW we should put these boys in some Situations so we can get some deep convos
These two REALLY needed a standard script to go 'oh, ok, its the anxiety over thinking this', Peter appreciates it even now, lmao
We definitely need to get them in SOME trouble. SOMEHOW. They'd be a really interesting team to play around, since both are huge nerd boys.
gestures at NWH where Peter solved a fucking problem with math and physics, and bragged about math after
i never realized as a child i would need tom holland spiderman and donatello pair up maybe because.tom holland hadn't even been born yet but man i feel like TMNT Turtles Through Time should have at least given me a clue!
also 8 realize i may be confusing whixh spidey
sonicsora is and i deeply apologize if so
Oh, I play Tom Holland Spider-Man, yeah! Peter is dating ROTTMNT Leo, and is friends with ROTTMNT Donnie
They absolutely need a proper team up to wreck a little chaos, because its what we deserve
look, donnie needs to hear about peter kicking a wizard's ass using math and making the wizard go "BUH???" abt it
he would be SO FUCKING SMUG on peter's behalf
SORRY I TYPED THIS AND THEN PASSED OUT LMAO
cloud and vincent are legit like the two friends who sit in the same room reading a book/on their phones, not talking the entire time, and then both go their separate ways in a few hours like "that was a great hangout with my pal :>"
by virtue of being the optional side char, Vincent doesnt get much attention in the OG game but ALSO
that means so long as bits from other media don't conflict with the tiny amount of vince screentime in OG, i can assume those things happened!!!
and like they just sort of pick up even if they don't see each other for like a year or domething
this is good because it paints Vincent as a kinder person. like sure, he's aloof and withdrawn in OG , but after just a little time with the group it seems like he genuinely wants to make sure these kids get through this, even if it's not his main motivation in joining up
despite cloud being dense in some matters and being self-absorbed in others (due to depression/anxiety more than anything else), i think he picked up on vincent's general vibe because, let's face it....its pretty similar to his own
closes self off and tries to ignore/run from the horrific things that happened to them. Vincent is more morally ambiguous than cloud thanks to turking, but otherwise they're not that different from each other
cloud feels comfortable talking to Vincent about darker things because..... honestly because it just seems like vincent is so used to it that it doesn't affect him anymore. (and then Vincent tactfully finds a way to tell cloud not to kill himself and cloud is reminded that vincent's heart bleeds just as red as anyone's)
spacemoth: LMAO SIX DAYS LATER, but again:
you
i fucking. LOVE these twins, i just.
donnie and leo are the best part of twin relationship because they don't get along perfectly; they fight, sometimes really viciously
and they're able to do so because they know each other so well. but there's also that security there, almost that they've resigned themselves to being stuck together (but like, in a mostly positive way????) so there's no "we fight and we go our separate ways" kind of worry like with friendships or even weaker familial relationships
donnie can be like "i hate that guy" pointing at leo and then immediately kill a man for throwing leo thru a window
even before the familiar-myth bond they formed, they were pretty good at knowing each other (what'd they say, how they think) though leo was better at it than donnie
with the change in their relationship brought on by leo's leadership + That Whole Thing (see: movie plot), donnie felt like he lost touch with who his brother is in a very short amount of time. honestly the familiar bond is mostly for HIS benefit, and it's VERY helpful
i think they probably squabble and bicker as much as usual, but as for big smackdown fights....they're probably not as dramatic and scathing as they usually are
donnie's slowly cluing into the fact that leo is NOT, in fact, a very easy read, and is using the shit out of that familiar bond to get to know what the hell is going on in his brother's heart
THAT IS TO SAY, leo is one of the very, very few people donnie would go to that much effort for. his brothers honestly are kind his air, his water, etc etc. would he live if they died? sure. would he be living? absolutely not
(he would also be morally bankrupt to the point of evilness, yeah)
TL;DR - TWINS IS TWINS AND I LOVE THEM AND DONNIE LOVES LEO SO MUCH HE HAS AND WILL CONTINUE TO KILL FOR HIM
YOU ASKED ME FOR CLOUD AND LEO LAMOABUAOSIDUFASDF
its your plurk talk about what you want anyway
LMAO I WAS LIKE "oh this is nice I'll take what she feels up for writing about"
egg tell me about leo and donnie
uhhhh as for cloud and leo, cloud is very concerned that leo is one of those people who takes on Way More Burden than he should (hilariously not considering himself one of those people also)
this teenager was like "ah yeah i gave up an arm to save him it's literally no big deal" and like.......................barret did the same thing (though he thought his friend died, and then...had to kill him anyway.....) and it was Not a fun time
has cloud seen leo's prosthetic actually?? idk
I don't think they've been around each other since he surgery actually no
anyway cloud is kind of side-eyeing leo like "am i going to have to look out for this obnoxious teen? i think i will"
leo's personality is kind of similar to yuffie's so he gets on his nerves, but leo seems more heroic than yuffie and cloud's always had a soft spot for heroics
spacemoth: we will need to remedy this at some point in the future
we need to thread them more, firstly
SECONDLY, donnie is either very agitated wrt raph, or he's doing just fine depending entirely on how raph's been acting around him post coma
if raph went back to normal then donnie has probably completely dismissed that he very much upset his big brother (oh and uhhh blackmailed him into basically lying to leo) and has resumed normal operations
IF raph has been more distant, colder, or anything other than his usual mother henning, big brothering.....................don is probably getting ready to vibrate out of his skin over the Unwelcome Change
raph may need to be roped into the Sit Down and Talk that's probably going to have to happen eventually with casey and donnie and maybe some other folks, we don't know yet
donnie is actually kind of frustrated, because he'd expected raph to get it and not get mad at him (and this is part of the problem because that time APOC kind of...required don a bit and he has not even acknowledged that even a little)
donnie had slotted himself into the "protector" role in raph's absence, even if it was only with leo and no babiest brother to look after, because that's just kind of His Deal. he's not a tank or the meat shield, but he makes the gadgets and the contingencies and all the escape plans
raph shows up and that's great and all, but don still hasn't figured out to take a step back and give at least some of that role back to raph. so instead he's bullheadedly doing what he thinks is best for the family and just not asking or talking about it with them first because he MISTAKENLY assumed he was "on his own" for that
(nevermind that leo was right there)(and that donnie pulled away FIRST and wasn't pushed away in the least)
raph and donnie tag team the family safety, raph could not be present, so: donnie is responsible for family safety. that switch has never been flipped back to a shared role
if raph is normal acting, donnie has probably manage to cram any of his own feelings about their fight down into a tiny little ball and stored that with all the other feelings he doesn't examine. if raph HASN'T gone back to normal, donnie is chewing glass over it
we do need to remedy this
slowly grasps hold of leo and donnie
and leo and cloud
I'm already mentally preparing the powerpoint presentation for our return
we should make a shared google doc honestly and get the HTML all plugged in
oh def I can work on that tonight lmao all I'm doing is covering breaks the next 4 hours
but yes like GOD.
I feel like
on top of everything else
leo and don havin gone through apoc alone together (with rue) and everything else that entailed just really cemented the "I may be mad at you but we're always together having each other's backs no matter what"
and it's so unfair to raph and mikey bc it's not like they had any say in it, but lets be real
twins were always gonna be kinda like that with each other
donnie adores baby brother (he's the favorite, obvs) but there is....a little bit of a disconnect. during the movie, you see donnie and mikey next to each other a lot, and it's because (imo) they're taking care of each other
donnie is protecting mikey and mikey is seeking comfort from a brother not involved in the leo-raph drama, yes, BUT ALSO i think mikey is giving donnie something to focus on that's not the rift in their family and donnie is providing stability for mikey
i don't really subscribe to the whole "the two younger brothers bond while the older ones fight" for ROTTMNT specifically (i do for other iteractions of TMNT), but i think don and mikey are such perfect opposites in how they cope that they manage to fit together somehow
but now, donnie's gone through a lot without mikey
and it's honestly made him a little harder and colder than he usually would be
mikey softens don up; not just by sitting him down and making him talk about his feelings, but by virtue of being the little baby brother who needs to be looked after. don was without that for a long while (he latched onto casey for a little bit as a substitute, even), but now that he's got that back, it's almost like he forgot how to exist alongside mike
they don't have a problem talking, for the most part, but donnie's done some changing and now he doesn't quite fit next to mikey as neatly as he had before. he hasn't realized the problem yet and he's only just barely starting to notice something off, but it'll probably get more obvious
and i would be
totally down with playing more with this on mikey's side too
epigrammatic
Kayjayyy: APRIL. kj i'm so glad you are such a world-class character writer and understand like. every character of the canon you're writing from
because it makes ur april SO. VERY FUN TO PLAY WITH DONNIE
she's like that in canon and you portray it PERFECTLY
also she's a saint and so very patient and loves these annoying turtle brothers so much, for what
april is like, donnie's ride or die. if he'd kill a man for leo, he'd kill a man WITH april. WHICH IS HILARIOUS LAMVOAISDUF CONSIDERING LEO IS THE TRAINED NINJA AND APRIL IS A COLLEGE FRESHMAN
but april honestly both riles donnie up and calms him down in equal measure; she seems to know exactly how he ticks, even when HE doesn't, and he trusts her to know things he does not about himself (which is RARE) and it says a lot about his respect for her
he will also sass the shit out of her tho so like that will def happen
she's very much his equal without the weird brother struggle power dynamics, and honestly his best friend because of it. despite being kind of feral (very feral) on her own, april's always been very grounding for donnie as well. an optimistic realist, maybe, in a less abrasive way (donnie thinks) than leo
donnie Loves april. i am very interested to see how april would react to donnie having tortured the fae that maimed leo before he killed them
lmao she would have to first find out but honestly she might feel a bit rattled? but also that fucker took leo's arm so JUSTIFIED
and that's why she's the bestie
besties forever who else is gonna put up with your weird demands for blood all the time god
god I love
april and the boys
and april and donnie
can't wait for you guys to come back
screams that is all. so true.
i probably gotta think on the raph behavior zone bc i think like. realistically he would've given up on cold shouldering and tried to just brute force a Talk pretty fast for better or worse LMFAO that's his whole vibe. unfortunately, gestures at rl and the unaligned stars of it all,
he is never not ready to be a huge hypocrite about his brothers putting themselves at risk!!!!!!!!! and not even telling him!!!!!!1! donald how can we be the family security detail escape pod guys like this how can we go on. proceeds to not mention his eye problems, aggressively kisses donnie on the top of his head, etc
so he's prolly just been in a Weird Zone. not cold shoulder not normal but a secret third thing: cat continuing in the same general direction it was going but walking weird bc it accidentally stepped in a puddle
raphael....

your lili bro is so worried my guy
this family is so normal all the time. the most normal anyone has ever been. leo can also have an obnoxious head kiss
all of them to therapy at once
a little therapy as a treat
This whole family needs thirty therapy
hey look now april is surprisingly well adjusted
after aerith's death, she got deified by the narrative and somewhat by her friends, too
it's kind of hard not to when she does stuff that seems sorta god-like but that also unfortunately has the effect of people remembering her powerful planet-talking woowoo cetra magic and not like....how she takes her coffee
in folkmore cloud's relearning/remembering all the things that make aerith HUMAN and he LOVES it. it's not as if he's forgetting that she's basically the last true steward of the Planet, but it's so not a big deal here that he probably like, surface-level forgets it
yes, aerith loves flowers and is so good with plants. she is also his girlfriend and she doesn't like to be woken up in the middle of the night and she gets excited over picnics and she will play "what if i was a worm" with him when he can't fall asleep
additionally, cloud kind of felt weird about teasing her for the longest time because of the Guilt, but he's moving past it (as far as how he treats her, at the very least)
teasing aerith is very fun because she either gets sassy and teases right back OR she gets all huffy and that's JUST as cute
this is as normal a life as these two will ever have

every so often that thought hits cloud and he goes and does something spontaneously romantic for her
lobselvith: SHARON'S THE BESTIE!!! cloud is so grateful to have met sharon, and he's so grateful she doesn't give up easy and he's SO grateful she feels comfortable enough to open up to him
she's seen some............very ugly parts of his past, of him personally, and while she hasn't seen everything, cloud's seen some fairly ugly shit of hers too
cloud doesn't think SHE'S bad or evil or ugly, and when he looks at what SHE'S gone through he just sees someone who is so very, very wounded (and cannot apply that kind of objectivity to himself yet), but he's a smart enough cookie to see the parallels
that's why he's not as embarrassed to show things to sharon that he'd be humiliated if other people saw, and why he takes her at face value, and why he gives her the benefit of the doubt. she's definitely earned his trust
it doesn't take a lot for cloud to throw down physically for another person, but it takes a LOT for him to open up his vulnerabilities to them willingly, without them being pried out of him first. some of his soft spots have been exposed to sharon thanks to folkmore, but the others, he gave to her because he trusts her
AND I LOVE THAT FOR BOTH OF THEM
also they have matching

icons and i love that for them
ArtWildentanzen: YOU SHOULD BUT WHO IS THAT. IS IT KH??? i know axel but is lea like, that dude who looks like zack but isn't zack
AND i think that's everybody!!!! please lmk if i missed u
I'm here but may need a screenshot.
for when he's using both names.
as much as one can but yes go for it
but I just like that he looks and sounds like reno.
PUFFBFHF they’re so romantic it’s gross
She loves when he teases her...