mwm first up bc ac is happening Now and i genuinely dont even know if i have it work has been killing me mh has been killing me lots of people have/are dropping or on hiatus or just otherwise unavailable due to (life) so i havent been giving the game enough attention

there are still things i wanna do but idk if it's possible to do it now... especially bc limelight is more labor intensive overall despite being a less labor intensive character being played there (maybe?? idk where she falls on my Effort scale rn) and also said things will be kind of lackluster without her cr

so it's on the block especially in light of Other Games. which, moving on

ALSO dont know if i have AC in limelight due to uhhh ruan mei being ruan mei and also ^the same as above, overall + ac being higher. i did want to bring val here so i could balance ruan mei's general disinterest in people with someone who was friendlier/more willing to engage with others regularly but i also dont wanna app her without

a solid AU base for her which. is a bit too hard right now + people seem pretty happy with what they have so i understand adding More AU CR is not really on anybody's list for existing game folks. especially not having a team in mind pre-app

ruan mei is fine but only being able to tag once or twice a day is really taking its toll i think. im a little bitter about bingo i didn't get to do a lot of the fun squares or turn in due to dr appointment and such last night which like. yeah i should have turned in earlier so thats my own fault but i also didn't really have much to turn in. oh well

just rolling around in the dirt wailing a little bit bc i wanted to do more but could not. as you do

now .................

I WILL BACKTHREAD FUN BINGO STUFF ANYWAY!!!!

objectively lower investment game that SHOULD be easier on me but i was very startled to learn that app was NOT in fact 10/25 but instead Today, Right Now which killed me a bit. i wanna get in there but i havent had time to think about who i wanna app + i don't have any solid plans with specific people (or requests for old charas) so im floundering a bit

i dont generally do buddy apps with people mostly bc i dont usually play like. pairs. but a lot of people ARE doing that with plans in mind so im kind of like aaaaaaaaaaaaa

aaaaaaaa if i dont have plans i wont be able to do anything aaaaaaaa

so thats on a shelf for now. i cant think about it until later

moonfell: i will always backthread im just rolling around in the mud anyway

oh right more ruan mei thoughts. memories.........

she's got a memory waiting that i haven't picked anything for and also it feels too late to engage with

so it's just. sitting. i might have to handwave it later or something as just like oh yeah it was (nothing scene from hsr plotline) or whatever

i just quietly gave aloe his tbh

THE THING IS I LIKE DOING MEMORY THREADS WITH FOLKS... ITS GOOD BONDING

but i dont think these are shareable and also. and this is hoyoverse's fault. ruan mei is boring (affectionate)

places hand on yours I've been feeling the same re: mwm but hopefully looking to increase activity soon.

i really should have planned for val to try to kill the meg earlier but after the last Big Thing with the meg i was like. oh no i should wait until meg becomes relevant again i dont want to push to do Thing... and now its like. well that is vals One Goal (not actual. stated tho) in mwm and it would be weird if i planned for that and then dropped or smth

so better to just leave well enough alone

ya i just offscreened cinth's memory and then threaded out talking about it, if you still wanna have ruan mei talk about hers/ask about his im down

bsod: I MIGHT TAKE YOU UP ON IT unfortch i just feel terribly behind on everything rn so. i'll get back to this probably

i do wanna touch cinth again tho

or. maybe i'll just have her Ponder The Orb in the new teampost i guess i forgot that was there also... grips my head. im so behind

YOU'RE FINE i'm also down to have aster talk to her abt memories or whatever

my gametember is almost over so wanna bother u on any and all game

for mwm if you need a retroactive hiatus you can take it

I MIGHT HAVE TO... tho im also worried about ongoing due to work being kind of crazy sdfjkhkj

so things i gotta think on more ough

(sits up) my real regret for bingo was not being able to do any of the kiss or bite squares.

it's for the best. but still...

do them with m-

ok.

come at me let's go

lies down. coming back to this to paw weakly at stuff

work has truly killed my motivation to do much of anything lately... i've been plucking at LL tags and hopefully i can keep doing that a bit more

mwm im definitely gonna have to retro hiatus and then. i dont know. generally if i have to take a long hiatus like this it's kind of spelling the end but i'll think about stuff more over this week

court... i wanted to app but feel like i missed my window and don't know what character to bring anyway so i'm gonna pass on it for now

maybe in a couple of weeks...?