I don't have anything gooder to say than /pats

like, i just don't know what to do with myself

i am forcing myself to do things, but i just wanna rot in bed

i just don't feel like. there's much reason to do stuff

except that im supposed to

man

im just sad.

I don't have any advice or anything other than to commiserate. also, same. empathetic

Sounds like depression. I'm sorry you're struggling with that.

Would more sunlight help?

Logically one would assume so

I overheard good advice from Trevor Noah on a video my dad was watching earlier. He said something like "whenever you start to question the purpose of your life, stop and check- did you sleep enough? Did you eat? Did you go outside?"
Basically, double check the basic needs because body chemistry be doing tricky things sometimes and make you spiral.

goodness i am not doing well at all

political terrors, health scares, cats maybe eating somethign they aren't meant to maybe not

i go to work before the sun rises and leave work after it sets

money time christmas gift stress

i don't even have like

faith in humanity anymore

im tired

my second cousin has cancer! really bad cancer! She's probably going to die from it, and I'm realizing that that's something i need to start getting screened for

every day my family shouts at me and calls me lazy and stupid over something

and don't get me started on my sister.

im sorry, this has devolved into whining

i need to suck it up, i'm doing fine. everything is fine. i have health insurance and a place to live and a paying, full-time job

you're allowed to complain and bitch, holding shit in doesn't help.

oh honey, you're allowed to have feelings. it sounds like things have been really awful for you

I'm so sorry. And yeah, having feelings and expressing them isn't attention-seeking. There is a line and you are miles and miles from it.