There's a lot going on but right now the biggest dumbest one is "anxiety that I will be in trouble because I missed three days of work on short notice because I had to travel for the funeral"

things in general have been very overwhelming and stressful and I WISH I could just crawl in a hole and relax

I don't want to go back to work

but I've gotta

I am just not doing great rn

but its hard to admit that because it means stopping

I truly and genuinely just want to be kind of alone for a bit

but I probably just need to sleep

🫂

sleep didn't help