she was my very first rp partner, we got into ljrp together in the mid-2000s after meeting at our local youth group (where we spent most of our time hiding in the back of the gym to read printed out fanfiction, tbqh) and she was so so so important to me. i'm sorry to those who knew her, she was wonderful and i know you knew that as well.

she was a great cat mom, and the most loving aunt possible to a baby niece, and... she was here. she was one of the people on this site and in the rp community, and i hope that she knew that she was loved here as well.

anyway it would help if you could share this so it might be able to reach the people who knew her. thank you <3

Oh no..... my condolences

I don’t think I played with her but she sounds like a great person

i’m so sorry. i didn’t know her but she sounds amazing.

oh no, i'm so sorry ; ; i was in a game with her many years ago and we didn't interact much but she was super sweet

Oh...

condolences, boosting/replying to help get this out there

all my condolences and love to her family and friends, i'm so sorry ezra

I'm so sorry

I used to play with her ages ago. damn. my sympathies to you and her family. it sucks especially around the holidays, my last two years have been like that.

I don't even remember if I met her but if I did, it must have been from friending her on another plurk
She was nice for the time I was able to talk to her
My condolences for you and her family, it's soul sucking to have this sort of thing happen

thank you all for the condolences and the replurks, i appreciate it

I'm so sorry...

oh my god, seek! i used to play with her years ago... I'm so sorry...

oh no, I'm so sorry hope you're doing okay in the meantime

this is so insane. we were friends sooo long ago holy shit

thank u for posting this and sorry for ur loss. this is awful news

I am so sorry for your loss, going to light a candle for her tonight if you don't mind. Much love to you

You and her loved ones have my sincerest condolences 💔may her memory be a blessing

I was only in a game with her for like, five minutes, 15 years ago but still recognized the Pharos journal immediately I'm so sorry Ezra

ah christ. we were friends some time ago and lost touch after a while as well. i'm so sorry

I don't know you or her, but I lost my best friend 2 years ago nearly to the day & understand how hard it is to go through this. There isn't a lot anyone can say to make this better; remember that grief isn't linear, so you will experience ups/downs & that is normal/ok. Feel free to pp me if you ever wanna tell a stranger about your friend. Stay strong.

I'm so sorry. I loved her a ludicrous amount. We played together in and I can't believe that emote is getting some use again. As you can see Seek hasn't been using that plurk for a long time and I hadn't heard from her that entire time, but I hope she was happy. Thank you so much for finding me

astralis: "and i hope that she knew that she was loved here as well."

Reading this I am sure that she felt yours and others love.

❤️goodjobself❤️

I'm so sorry for your loss

My condolences. It looks like we had no mutuals, but replurking in case someone on my FL had a mutual.

I don't know you either, but if you need someone to talk to, you may feel free to private plurk me. Loss can be hard when you face it on your own.

oh my god, Seek... we were close back in the day, I met her in person once and she was lovely. this is devastating, I'm so sorry

thank you thank you thank you all for sharing this plurk and sharing your storiea and condolences, im really glad so many of you were able to know her for at least some time

i'm so sorry for your loss, friend :c

I'm so sorry for your loss. I remember rping with her in a few games long ago.

ah yeah i assume at paradisa (i was there too but ive changed plurks at least once since then lol)

Paradisa, exsilium too!

nice nice! im rly glad she had those communities

So sorry for your loss

I am so sorry

Oh my god... I remember playing with her years ago. I am so, so sorry. Seek was amazing and kind and a staple in the game we played at. I can't believe this

I'm so sorry for your loss. My condolences go out to you and everyone who knew her.

One of us always in this very niche hobby. Thank you for loving her enough to share the loss of her with us-- please take care of yourself and may all love and good things find you in this time.

owlits: oh i remember playing w you a lot (in para and in the oc spinoff), i hope you're well

astralis: who did you play there??

anyway i know i keep repeating myself but again thank you all. it means a lot to me. i don't have anything to share about services atm but like... its a lot. to know this person who was homeschooled and shy had so many people who loved her all over the world.

I don't know either of you but I see she was mutuals with my friend who passed away in 2023. I'm so sorry for your loss.

owlits: emil in para, cian in oc game lol

Oh my gosh... it's been so long.

fuckin uh. hell of a way to see old friends again.

Yeah...shit. So glad to see you again, wish it was under better circumstances :c

same yeah;;;

I'll add you if that's okay?

absolutely, yes

i'm so sorry, my deepest condolences

I don't know if I was ever in a game with Seek, but losing a loved one suddenly is so world-shattering, may you get all the support you need

I played with seek years ago. She was lovely and very approachable. I’m terribly sorry for your loss. Please be as kind to yourself today as you can.

i never knew her but seeing such kindness here makes me wish i did; my truest condolences for your loss. may everything go as well as it can

She was so sweet. I played with her Nill in The Games. Thank you for sharing, I know it's rough. Take care of yourself and know that she touched so many lives.

oh shit i'm so fucking sorry :c i don't think i ever played with seek but i remember seeing her around and thinking she was just the absolute coolest

she was so cool, like even when i first met her i was like oh my god this is the coolest person here... in this shitty little church gym

I am so sorry to hear this, Seek was wonderful.

My condolences. :<

I've never known her, but I'm so sorry for your loss. She sounds like a lovely person.

I am so sorry for your loss

It has been so long since I played with Seek, but I do remember her being so sweet. I am so sorry to hear this, and so sorry for your loss.

oh no

we hadn't been in touch for a long time but i really enjoyed playing with her back in the day and found her very sweet

this is so sad and sudden

fuck

Sushiflop: I'm so glad there are Exsilium players who remember her

This really hurts

oh yeah absolutely. paradisa too

sirenspull

i wish the circumstances under which i was seeing old paradisa friends was better, but thank you for remembering her fondly

I didn't know them personally. But condolences to those that did.

I'm very sorry that she's gone

like another person up above I really strongly associate seek with another rp friend, also in their 30s, who died not long ago... it's truly cursed, they should've had a lot more time.

yeah, I miss other people as well...

my deepest condolences...

the obituary is up, any contributions made in her memory can go to the local humane society. sorry for the weird timing of me posting what info there is/posting irl info. first time doing this

oh, thank you so much. She used her email to forward me her sibling's survey once, so we shared our names and this really took me back. what an angel...

yes, i always loved her name! she got the best one among her sibs

I'm so very sorry for your loss. It was a joy to see her writing in Paradisa.

thank you!!! between this plurk and her funeral today, i know she was very loved.

I'm glad the funeral let you feel that

i hope you (and everyone else here) has been well or at least had some peace too