💥I miss her so much. Why the fuck do I miss her? She was mentally, emotionally, and physically abusive. She was a piece of shit. Why do I miss her? Why do I miss that false validation? The constant yelling? Why do I miss the way she joked about the kidnapping? Why do I miss her?
missing an abuser is a normal part of recovering. its a good thing that you acknowledge the validation was false :] you didnt deserve anything that you went through and she was entirely at fault
may i ask if there r any images that comfort you? im not the best at verbal stuf