(vent, ignore) . . . . i havent lived together with my mom for over 4 years due to school. thats crazy. i wish i could stay with her. i hate living with anyone but her. i felt emotionally neglected as a child but that doesnt eman i hated her. but i still. ignore her. i wish i had a normal life. living with other ppl that dont care about u like ur own mom
my mom was shouting/hitting at me. i was crying. she took my cousin and hugged her. i cried harder. i was jealous. i felt that no one loved me. i dont blame my cousin. but i still hate her because of this. rvery moemyn of my life after she was born, i have felt out of place, unloved, unheard.