I broke up with my partner several days ago. it was my decision. it wasn't a hateful breakup, which I think in a way makes this harder. like I'm the one who decided "we should stop being a committed relationship and just be friends/roommates" but here I am letting myself have another good ugly cry that it's taken this turn... I'm so sorry. I hate this, too.
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Like.... why couldn't you have learned and dealt with your problems sooner? Why have you resisted so much? Why did I have to become sick like this? I wanted to be happy with you too, but just certain things just...I can't. It hurt me too much to have those kinds of issues as a couple... I don't even know if I want to find anyone else I just...
somehow it feels easier to not be as hurt by some of the ways they would behave or the things they would say if we're only friends...and easier for me to not expect as much out of them...
