ma's in the hospital apparently "going all Mike Tyson" on the nurses. so I'll probably need to make the journey tonight or tomorrow when they get her steady
I'm forecasting a lot of brain fry these next coming days bc I haven't been sleeping between getting the kids where they need to go in the morning and night being the only time I've got to keep a decently clean house so
if I'm scant (again) I'm good just being tired in a hospital somewhere. wishing I could have like a week of nothing exploding? a day? ... thirty minutes?
ma is making a full recovery but like... turns out if you stop taking your thyroid medication there's an enormously significant chance you just drop dead. even if you go to the hospital. not to fearmonger (maybe a little I hope no one else is doing this to themselves and their family), but it was terrifying
most of all I'm so fucking thankful to these nurses. holy shit. joking with me about ma swinging on them so I didn't get upset, reassuring me when it got really bad, the way they managed to get me info so thoroughly but with compassion too... absolute angels I'm in awe