God I can't believe it's been a year since I touched this thing.

Anyway, things happened at Folkmore and that kinda sabotaged my drive for a while.

My intention was to pick things up with new game and salvage previous existence but I chose to do that in October and lol we all know what happened after October.

Then I got uber sick in December so that ruined any plans for using my vacay to do RP.

Anyway, I know I have been MIA FOREVER. And I don't really have much to say about why. Other than, I was just struck by this incredible insecurity and then when I managed to shake it off, I didn't know how to come back.

But I want to.

But it's been so long with Seasons that I'm not sure how I pick up where I left off.

I have half a mind to just... AMNESIA for the sake of starting fresh. I don't mean Nikki won't remember his own past, just not what happened at Seasons. But idk because I also like my CR.

I'm just not sure how to pick it up after all this time. /o\

I'm glad so much of his CR is still around. Which is very reassuring.

But god, how do you even return after so long an absence? Say you got eaten by trees or something?

I just miss RP and think I need it more than ever right now for distraction. I miss writing. ;;

Anyway, if anyone has any ideas on how to restart, I'd love to hear them.

huuuuug

i would like to tag him again!

You could maybe say he's been in the research center or on a super extended canon update? Even if the actual "update" is just a couple of seconds or something.

twirlquest: that's not a bad idea

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