sorry to everyones timelines i replurked this onto im too laazy to actually do it on pepperpie

drags thius into my real house now

anyway court is easy. val has some romantic entanglements with erenville she both supremely enjoys but also feels deeply complicated about and then also Dan Feng Problems which is nothing BUT [It's Complicated]

does she care about him? yes. is she terrified of him. also yes. does she want to fuck him. yeah kind of. does she never want him to touch her sexually again. ALSO YEAH

unfortunately he gives her attention and somehow she's even more touch starved than tabletop val is so. weak

erenville complications are similar but it comes more from a place of shame/fear than like. Fear fear

it's more she thinks he's really really good and doesn't want to fuck that up and also doesn't know how to balance "wants to do things with him" vs "but what the FUCK is going on with dan feng"

as always. dan feng is the problem. i love him

[limelight] also pretty easy

I DONT HAVE LL EMOTES ON THIS PLURK? OK THEN

anyway/

azalea is not romantically involved with anyone and has actually taken some Large Steps Back on being overly familiar/affectionate with her exes due to ??????????? whatever the fuck is happening

notably she has not used pet names for anyone in. ages

which she MOSTLY used to do just on reflex but there is in fact a conscious effort there

theres always ??? ssssomething??? going on with shura which is not quite romantic but it's not NOT romantic. her rship with aloe was blatantly more affectionate than others up until recently as well but. something something she fucked that up

she has close to zero intention of dating or being involved with anyone in general though she's over that its not worth it (or worth disappointing others over. too much problems)

moretta meanwhile. i say this every time but she's having a great(?) time

she has affectionate fuckbuddies in graey, brocade, and lithium, she loves spending time with them and then also vincent and aloe and myn and elegy. there is some level of love and affection in there for all of them. brocade is probably the only person she would (under duress) admit to being In Love with though, in a romantic sense, but she also considers

him intensely unavailable and also she wouldn't put him (or anybody else) in that position due to [her crime family bullshit]

vincent and aloe kind of occupy a special place in being both very aware of what her real life is like and also having both known her for a significant amount of time in that space, rather than meeting outside of it. there is Love but it is not In Love. yknow

theres other problems with that space and her feelings vs them though that goes more into the idea of abandonment but that's kind of a New Feeling for her so i wont go into it

cade and lith are both fuckbuddies she feels just very comfortable pal-ing around with so they're chill but she would be pretty hesitant to tell them about her. stuff. little does she know they are both also insane

graey - myn - elegy are newer friends she just feels comfortable hanging out with and she enjoys them and wants to know more. hard no on telling them anything about herself though dfjhkgjk

EVERYONE ELSE (except crema. who is a good friend!!! but is someone she more or less considers unavailable due to That's His Fucking Job) is more or less too new for her to consider or otherwise uninterested in anything sexual/romantic. overall she's pretty uhhh

content-ish. not exactly happy due to some recent happenings with aloe but.

oh my god the pet names

the fridge horror

sry he has no idea what just happened

moonfell: anxiety. give her some xanny