this is the... something-ish update that yes, i still live! I'm a nervous wreck about everything and my boss fired me from my apparently illegal-ish job over text, but! still alive, which is something.
I'm also trying to take care of my health, which is. pretty hard when everything tells you to just lie down and never leave a bed ever, but i have a cat that bites my face in support so that's also something.
this is pretty much why i've avoided being on here, it's really hard to be active in talking about things when most of it is still "still jobless, still worried about money, family has disowned us, roommate won't pay more or do chores, worried about friends, don't get time alone in the apartment"