lots of long term waiting wrt morettas sun sign transfer -> eventually get to an ic point where she both tells brocade about her murderer life AND he offers her a safe space with him (sun sign by default) -> he is not going to be there when they return to ship/ when she formally signs into the family beforehand probably

moretta basically
who's gonna cutely give her a new name NOW (she's gonna ask a few people for ideas in actuality. but)
i do think this is very funny in a sad way due to him having a pivotal role in her deciding she wants a different life in general + the newfound fear of friends leaving her but she'll deal
there will be a marked attempt to be more honest about her shit with people she cares about once she fakes her death anyway
things on azalea's plate:
- just vibing with Satin and doing some return trips to the ship to visit ticketmaster
- maybe having the acidia kids come visit her shop/apartment
i don't think she really has any other big plans but if people want her around for any reason or anything definitely poke me
things on moretta's plate:
- (background) multiple hits assigned to her by her mother. thanks mom
- lunch with Jackson
- also lunch with Vincent
- run into Nick after one of her hits
- ??? i assume cade and lith wedding are at least still happening in the background so that somewhere
- oh right also hang out with Myn at least once. maybe.
- (background...? maybe in a thread somewhere?) paperwork for leaving eonia/joining sun sign (maybe? need to follow up on this due to various drops)
- hunt and kill Aloe/fake their deaths with Vincent's help
- ????????????
the last one probably "collapse and die i guess"
spiritually. emotionally. busy girl
ONE OF MY TINY DESIRES. IS TO HAVE HER MOM APPEAR IN A THREAD SOMEWHERE
so its just like. oh that's why you're like that huh. okay
vincent @ lunch just like do u want to figure out some new hobbies to try
a day of just being normal
like. she does fully understand this about herself because she's play-acted at being Normal for basically her whole life but she knoooows her shit is fucked she just has no idea how to actually Be Normal rather than Pretend Normal Temporarily
this is why every conversation around "what do you think you should do/what do you deserve/do you think you shouldn't be a person" tends to result in her answering "i already have a purpose and it's being a tool" (though yeah the whole point of this being like. she no longer "wants" that)
her like actual for real hobbies that bring her joy ARE art and coffee but she doesn't recognize that as such because theyve just been part of her cover as Totally A Normal Dumb Girl for so long
the idea of having real interests or hobbies to focus on outside of like, developing skills for the sake of work/family is foreign to her right now
once she's actually out of things too i also just kind of predict she's going to be sort of aimlessly wandering around just feeling a bit like a puppet with its strings cut for a while (the needing a new name thing plays into this as well bc leaving this life/situation does, for her, feel a lot like completely ripping all of her skin/identity off)
- have moretta share visions with people...???
though i guess memshare is happening
The joy of Sun Sign: freedom
The ache of Sun Sign: travelling means just as many partings as meetings. That loneliness is something they all seem to struggle with.
unrelated to moretta and azalea. thinking about if i wanted to tdm any characters while in port
major options being Hyacinth (probably not available due to primarily not being in human form) and Gale, which
i haven't played gale in a hot minute and also who even remembers this fuckass bird
THERES ALSO... glayva i guess but i dont have any strong feelings about playing her
the other alternative is Artemis who i HAVE talked about an au for with tori because it's funny
aster will visit azalea! and im ready to finally touch moretta somewhere around/after death faking and sun signing hehehe
unsure when that's gonna be... probably when she's. back on the boat if I'm honest
i am just eagerly steepling my fingers
But she can kick his butt when I return
she will simply cry a lot
also lmk if you want name thoughts or if you already have something earmarked
because I have so many name thoughts always
i only know ss is fabrics but nothing beyond that
Fabrics and textiles, yeah, though as always no one is absolutely beholden to that
I'd originally pondered Taffeta, due to the phonetic similarity to Moretta and also, Taffy is a cute nickname, but... I couldn't personally reconcile it with the character
Same with Lace, even though lace is very much an artistic representation of a fabric
anything too close to moretta would give her hives yeah
as well as like. it's too cutesy i think
scarlet would be so funny when cade already just calls her red
is a beautiful nod both to her murder self, her artist self, and also
shortens to "Scar"
which is a bonus, if one should ever need a rougher nickname
And -- yes that, exactly.
Natural growth of an already-existing nickname
very funny basically to only me that she would suggest something like polyester or nylon for herself due to (these are fake plastic textiles)
honestly any name someone suggests to her that has some thought put into it is likely for her to go for
she's very sentimental at the end of the day
and the nice thing about nom des plumes is that they can be switched around, and that's just a culturally okay thing
yee. she does have like 3 different names she goes by but she's disposing of all of them
moretta is dead. lycoris is SUPER dead
my personal association with scarlet is 'scarlet and miniver' which is tbh very cute and suited
(the book is not particularly moretta esque that's just why I have the association)
i thiiiiiink. Azalea is gonna stay back home in port and it's time to let her go
Frankly I'm kinda running out of things for her to do and she's more or less disinterested in engaging with her past self at the moment if she has no way to get back to HSR universe
I'll def finish up whatever threads need finishing though I don't really think I have any...? genuinely cannot remember bc if I have missed notifs they've been lost to the email tide
I do have to have her text vincent but beyond that I think everything's mostly tied up
unfortunately my motivation to do stuff with her has been ??? due to she's mostly just existing in vibe space and chilling. i need someone with more brain problems i think
so no sense in taking up space on acidia
moretta is fine for now... i have been thinking about picking up old characters at some point sometime. been thinking about gale a lot but i have to redo his backstory so bad
au artemis is also ever present in my head but it would be less fun without his bestie(?)
app us someone new with brain problems
moonfell: do you want a deeply miserable dragon
i actually dont know if gale would be good for acidia. but
'miserable' isn't NOT acidia
my only thing is that i feel like acidia would be really unbalanced if i brought him. another weirdo homebody with social anxiety
he's cute at least. fluffy
maybe i could just have him in animal form 80% of the time and only be human once in a while in the beginning. that would be fun
hi aster want a giant feathered couch
iuts been a billion years
we technically only have one moody antisocial boy currently
perhaps now you can have Two
no more girls on acidia.......... well
i guess gale is genderfluid. in all reality
we have ivy......... no adult women tho
we starve for adult women in every rp
now im like. surely i have another adult woman i can app instead
(weighs hands) amnesia lion or social anxiety dragonbird.
do the funniest thing of all time and swap one ex for another ex
I think Acidia has enough extroverts it's fine
grips pepper tight you're here forever
touch gale then. local weird bird that eats scraps