BBitsaboi: yeah, skimmed your plurk earlier after the last one. I'm glad it's stones and not something malicious even though it's a lot of pain and hectic still.
Sorry you're having troubles. I understand where you're coming from, and it stinks. I haven't been writing either, but for other reasons. You're often in my thoughts, even if I've been bad about reaching out to anyone. I do think about you. I'll keep you there as you go through this. <3