homies, i'll say half the reason that ive not been around is b/c it's found a shovel and kept digging.
My bank account is overdrafted by a large amount for a rent payment that will likely not pay out, and i have like barely any food so i don't know what to do at this point.
My unemployment benefits are up in the nebuluous air

sorry for disappearing for 87 years and stuff its hard to maintain things when everything's going from one garbage hole to another
and i have another like 100 to pay before mid may or my lisense gets suspended b/c thats another thing ive forgotten about
also my neighbors are still cunts but even worse than before but what else is new. but i just. dunno what to do right now.
b/c lemme tell you, ive gotten plenty of job rejections already so its not for lack of trying

i have been CONCERNED
wow i completely forgot that my phone just shut off notifs here
well it got slightly better with my unemployment getting approved and my tax return accepted
until I realized that bc it's the fuckibg government I'm likely not go8ng to see that money until 5 years from now by which it would likely be almost too late
I'm grateful to the one employee who likely sped up my acceptance but I don't HAVE another business day or whatever for the money to post (it's not even enough)
in short, I'm down at least 1000 dollar, much more coming along the way soon, and I don't want to like beg for money but I'm kinda desperate at this point lmao
(did you know you could probably be charged both a returned funds fee on top of a late payment fee on top of your rent? more likely than you thunk)
I have like...a PayPal? idk. I've not exactly found myself in dire straits before
I did manage to at least get groceries thanks to a bit my brother my brother gave me
if you submitted electronically, you might have your refund in only a week.
yeah, that's the fun part
tho usually unemployment payments especially since I've been doing them for awhile and i know my info is correct, they usually are pretty immediate
but lord knows about this time since it just got approved yesterday
if anyone does have the means to help I will probably cry a little and love you forever, I just feel supremely bad for asking in the first place

cat Pic in thanks for reading this at least
if I had it, it would be yours
( I can draw things also for money too I like doing that)
it okay I know we are all poor tbh also knowing ppl actually care is nice too
God I forgot where all my links to things are
put up a commission thing?
Yeahhhh scribble commissions!
my parents were actually able to be cool for once and help me with rent
tho I still hope that the other payments like hit before the sun explodes
I was on the phone with them sorry
theres a kofi link in there too, tho i should be okay for at least the very near future
i think im gonna just chill for a little while, i dont want to call another govt agency until probably moneday since i have an appt tomorrow