started on Abilify, which has had... a shocking change. namely my ambient background anxiety is gone

did I know that was a THING I was dealing with. I MEAN NO

so that's nice. I'm just Vibing a little more, even about things I feel like I should be panicking about. (Friends not responding to me. etc.)

but like, I'm also Vibing a little too much. I don't really got the energy I'm used to. I'm not motivated

womp womp. things to work on I guess

a good thing I try to remember now that I'm medicated is: motivation actually follows action. it seems counter intuitive, but waiting for the motivation to start something is impossible bc it's so inconsistent but once you start doing the thing then it's easier to work with that momentum