addgghdfg dangit

I'm so--

I will try.

I have books. I am not completely failing at foods (2/3rds though so fucking shit!!!!!)

I have tea.
I wish I could eithwe DO SOMETHING PRODUCTIVE with my drive or give it to someone who could

I feel like it just keeps building up behind a dam of God's making (nature/health/fate/universe) annnnnnd i just keep getting told "not yet"

I'm going to drag this whole damn galaxy out of Hell. One. Agonizingly slow step at a time.

Fuck dem mice

What Is Akkermansia? The Truth Around Its Health Ben...fuck
He's just promising me it's getting there and I'm glad but I can't stop sobbing anyway. I'm so over having cfs. And I'm so wolf mentally that when leaders flounder pathetically I throw a shit fit coup and try to step up but again -- not physically allowed.

((To explain the prausnitzii is another super sensitive to oxygen microbiome so it's a promise the companies are putting their ALL into it even if it's not ready yet.)

It Really, Really Sucked To Be Alive In 536 CECC dread mistress of dark and cold (hence Lilith): heh sounds nice
Everyone ever: no CC, bubonic plague < hantavirus
CC: .... so you know how Satan (Obey Me) and Egyptians adore cats... I'm just saying there's merits, you know?

Cw shark pic
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Sharks spotted off Massachusetts coast

God trying so hard to convince me that MA isnt so bad.

Or
Fix the mice thing

Yes yes basking sharks are super cool but am I going to get to see them in person??????????

ICE protest on Worcester Commonyes i love the people here but how is my being here, helping?????????

"Too complicated a web, and it works better while you're confounded"
CC:

https://pethelpful.com/.... moosechangerpat

Go away, mice!!!

Srsly

I want a snake to eat them

Aish refuses
Tbf he'd get violently ill too and I dont want that