I swore to myself I would not eat sweets for the month before my birthday

I can still have carbs and fruit but not cookies no candies no cakes no pastries, etc

I have 10 days left

I would kill someone for a chocolate chip cookie

I think people overuse the word addiction but I think I might have a literal addiction

I’ve eaten four pieces of fruit already today as a substitute

An apple, a banana, an orange, and a tangerine

And they were good!

But they’re not a cookie

not just sweet, but fat as well

That makes sense. My cravings subsided after I got home and had a piece of buttered toast

yeah