june 
it's time
also what a hilariously appropriate meme i found
he's even in the crime hoodie
public facing schemes are happening with the security force
quietly schemes on the DL
quietly schemes on the DL
he craves power and destruction
as usual
also
someone's gotta get bit this month lmao
>realises he's super dead from jon's perspective
>feels the existential terror setting in again THIS IS FINE
>
>feels the existential terror setting in again THIS IS FINE
>
lol no spoilers please
yes good starting this month off in a better position than i was last month lol 
also thinking more about changes and i'm excited for when he finally does have the blood for the first time because a bunch of the mental changes will be unlocked
stuff like the more dramatic physical changes and magic will come after he dies but for now he will just get worse in other ways lol
right now all he can do is control the fire.... kiiiinda?
it's essentially activating the shift which lights him on fire instead of throwing fireballs or something
that will come later
"but isn't he already resentful and vengeful?" yes but there is always room for more
also just
he has been remarkably restrained about not giving in because he had a very particular reason to be stubborn about it
he has been remarkably restrained about not giving in because he had a very particular reason to be stubborn about it
remove that and things swing in the other direction because he is ultimately an impulsive person who is about to be introduced to a powerfully tempting substance that makes you feel alive
someone should help him dispose of a body some time because that will be a thing and i will need a thread to self report on lmao
laying in bed thinking about this lol
hopefully i will get to do some strange, dark, and mysterious this month 
... What if Aemond helped him dispose of a body though
horrology: lmaooo that would be funny and they should
also i love that they just warn people about each other lol
i need to put food in me and then touch a variety of things today
🔥 linking the set + daemon network post for my reference lol
thank u pax for posting
intro will happen later i gotta read through all the things
i did see the part about all the excess eyeballs lmao
throwing lil tags in while i'm getting the oil changed lol
finally properly in for the day and trying to decide where to start with things 
🔥ooc plotting finally
also edits the top level for that...
i still haven't decided how he's gonna die but he needs to die eventually...
my brain might be cooked for tonight because social interaction is hard but we'll see after i take a break lol
excited for dragon man
EXCITED FOR HARROW
VIBRATING ........
i need to figure out what other sort of changes happen this month beyond the mental ones but i am kind of liking the slow burn (ha ha) of this because he remembers how they were like "this will work this time!!" but he's dying lmao
so there is always that ??? but what if it fucked up
but he also keeps running into other people who are suffering so who knows lol
I CAN'T WAIT FOR HIM TO DIE!!!!!!
(Pos)
LOL
ME TOO if only because his magic will activate
he's going to realise when he finally gets some blood that he isn't dying as much as he was before that which is why he is going to be an irresponsible blood drinker until he figures out that has diminishing returns
why should anything be easy
ugh rude that it isn't easy
Silco's gonna keep drinking blood tbh
he hungee
lmao yeah it will continue just be frustratingly less effective until he dies because it's super inefficient at this point
buddy....
HOW IS HE GONNA DIE...
IT'S A GOOD QUESTION
it's also great how he is like
you people can go do expeditions and trip balls in the woods and shit everyone will pay attention to that and not pay attention to what i'm doing right here
no i'm not going on any expeditionsyou people can go do expeditions and trip balls in the woods and shit everyone will pay attention to that and not pay attention to what i'm doing right here
LMAO RIGHT
daemon 🤝 silco
Hundreds: he gets it...
YEAH
this is why they're buddies (......😬)
never really made a friend and it's THIS GUY
YEP
if you wind up needing a way to die later and exhaust all other ideas, i offer you an intimate mercy kill as a last resort
OBV CLOSER CR COMES FIRST I JUST GOT IN THE GAME, but yk i'm good for it if you get backed into a corner there 
frooting: NOTED. i like knowing i have options in my pocket to consider hehe
ok today after my work meeting i need to hit the network post now that i have brain cells
OFC!!!!! 
oh the private group chat is so juicy...
Re: Harrow Aemond said EXACTLY the same to Pal lmfao
Targ men so hard to impress
horrology: LMAO that's so funny
"nothing we do to them could ever compare to what they have done to us" won't cause any problems right lmaooo
i have to go take a shower and get ready for an appointment but that's a little better!!
my headcanon is that they probably looked into this stuff (blood magic, necromancy, etc) being valyrian history nerds and were disappointed to find most of what remains is largely bullshit lmao
so SOUNDS FAKE HARROW DO BETTER
Absolutely, I headcanon that Aemond got especially into All Things Valyrian - Including Magic because he didn't get a dragon egg or grow up with a dragon, so it was a way to feel like he belonged
He might not have a dragon but he knows the most 
i forgot to track all my tags today but the important part is that i did them lmao
i have like two more i should just get off my plate to know what going to bed with a clean inbox looks like lol
tomorrow i will work on tag outs
insomnia posting
i have been in my brother drama feelies all day
horrology: lemme know if that needs any adjusting otherwise HEHEHEH
It’s literally perfect, help me 
asking the mods if the sun feels weird this month lmao
eheheh i got my answer
Unsure how to manifest this exactly i need to think about it but i love making things worse
oh that's COOL
i had not set in stone exactly how his first vampire bite situation goes because i'm indecisive and also wanted to see what my cr was doing this month lmao
so now i'm wondering if it shouldn't be the result of this (and therefore likely to be unplanned on his part/violent lmao) because the restless/everything is terrible feeling will be happening leading up to when i was planning for that to happen timing-wise
LOVE this for him omg
>might express more explosively
i think he should start some (unintended) fires lmao
I can’t wait to stalk this lmfao
Aemond’s gonna popcorn.gif so hard
alright i have things open in tabs because i am finally going to properly touch this event lmao....
things i'm reading lately have not made me yap less in tags 
gonna try to get some writing done tonight i did like 45 pages of revisions and rewrites at work today so...............WORDS
at some point i will finished with these drafts...