been goin through it this past month honestly and then it was all capped off with a close family friend passing away

god i fucking hate grief

it really took the wind out of my sails re: rp and tagging and like i really want to but i also just...

there ain’t nothin in the tank, boss

anyway i promise i’m fine, i have a process and im following it on course. but i just needed to vomit this somewhere so it was swimming around in my head

rp will be here when you're ready

^ this. Take your time bb

take your time, i'm so sorry to hear

my condolences, and please take your time and take care of yourself! i will be happy to come back to our threads whenever

thanks everyone, it really means a lot i’m doing well and i appreciate your kindness

glad you're doing well

just gonna throw this in here because i’ve been feeling a lot better lately! but tomorrow is the viewing and idk i just need to put this somewhere so it’s not floating in my head

death and grief are just so fucking exhausting