the rain sucked, and there was a shitty thing that happened, but overall, I loved our group, and I had fun, and that's all that matters. some people can just fuck off, I enjoyed my time, and I am proud that I did!
and the shitty thing was my former best friend of 12 years standing right right in front of me and right next to my gf and completely ignoring us, greeting other people in the group and then turn around to take a phone call and walk away
but unlike the last two years, I didn't cry, I didn't get sick from anxiety, I was just super angry, and then ... just nothing. so guess I am finally over that
Congratulations on 'getting over it' but it's okay if that type of thing still bothers you sometimes obvs. age doesn't matter when idiots be idiotin sadly