seriously, it's gonna be cherry picking and short replies first this weekend, it's fucking hot, and my work hours increased and I come home super tired, only an hour before my gf comes home, so I don't have much time atm

I hope it will get better, but that's just a heads up for now

from 40 down to 28 tags, but rn I am too tired to continue and I should technically do some coswork ..

You got this!

eye twitches nervously

FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT

it is at 36 now, and I just stare at them and am angry at myself that I can't do any of the tags, and my gf came home early and it annoys me, because I basically had zero me time today and I feel it because I'm super irritated -.-

listen, it’s okay. Maybe not today. Tomorrow is fine. Our brain likes to do this

^^^^^^

Yeah I know, I knooow ... it's just frustrating :/

audiophilic: this, yes

I think I have 30 currently. And I managed to reply to 3? We’ll see how tomorrow goes. You and me got this!

prettyapathetic: yeah ... ugh, so sorry that your tags are also some of those that have been sitting in my inbox for a few days already D:

Honestly some of yours are in mine.

prettyapathetic: but only some! xD

True. But still more than one

I think I got two of yours rn? xD

I just went through my inbox and apparently I owe you 4 right now. 😂

looool .. take your time xD

haha .... hahahahaa ... laughs nervously, eye twitching

pats gently

I am fucked ... and not in the fun way xD

XD I MEAN kinda in the fun way but also "FFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUU"

yeah fair xD
though there is also a lot of gen stuff in there, which I love too!

........................

lmdzggz hang in there fam

it's gonna be extreme cherry picking first, and then I'll try and get the tags done by date

probably tomorrow, though I can't promise anything

I WANT to RP, my hands are itching, and I am craving it, but my brain doesn't want to focus
I hate it here

also we're still driving for another hour, won't be home before 11PM, 11:30 until we unpacked the car and all that, and thinking that my alarm will go off at 6:15 AM again tomorrow makes me sob quietly ..

I am down from 58 to 44 messages in my inbox

I want to do more, but my gf put kpop demon hunters on, so focus is gone

also apparently she took all week off from work, so she'll be home every day when I get home from work
I'll probably just pull away for a few hours to write and just be alone and get some energy back

yeah, definitely take time for yourself, hon

audiophilic: I'll try to. I feel bad when I pull back for some alone time, cause I always think I am hurting her feelings, but on the other hand, I'll get bitchy when I ignore my own needs, and that's also not helping anyone

yeah, the reality is if you're hurting her feelings by simply taking care of yourself, then you need to have a talk about that—and more likely, even if it does hurt in the moment, she understands the need for you

audiophilic: yeah, I hope so.
it's once again the stupid voice in my head that's stupid, lol

I feel that so much lmao

holds ur hands

thanks! the voice is an asshole today, but I am also very cranky because of the lack of alone time, so I know where it's coming from

it's cut down to 31 for now, and I am mostly focussing on those threads that are newer and can be used for AC, just to make sure that I'll get it this month

I hope i can also get away for a few hours tomorrow to continue