https://www.kobo.com/...

on the importance of IQ (which is to say minimal!)

memory hole and/or I need to find out when the honesty/humility study took place but given the reasoning on my memory hole (Pride / Lucifer / etc) a duh

https://www.sciencedirec...

Hm hm HMMMMM

Humble angel <3

Seems according to her own references here it was 2011 so ~~~ plausible deniability ~~~

moosechangerpat back to the "GREED" / ambition confusion of aggro / past CC

I can see where ^ individual achievement and the desire to come out on top would be a huge factor, but it's VERY VERY funny that she didn't see it as pride or interpret it to you that way for whatever many reasons. I AM ASSUMING because of Garp!Dad

There is SO MUCH happening between 5th & 7th grade for students that can't be controlled for in studies. Puberty, social relationships, first crushes, home life, general world awareness.

I mean mine heightened my capabilities buuuuuuuuuuuut I'm a freak

This is soooooooooooo legit. You had to tell me the exact reasoning the word searches are helpful for studying -- (it increases familiarity with both the words you're looking for AND the way it's formed / characters / spelling) and then I'd do them on my own even though I don't enjoy them NORMALLY

Ditto >>

<<

NGL >>

It helps if I have like competition to it <<

"Oh if you get it faster than others you get a scoreboard" CC: I'm in! /eyegleam

(see above ^ PRIIIIIIIIIIDE)

"for every 100 of these you complete you get a sticker"
CC: YES BEHOLD MY STICKER OBSESSION

While dogs' training is generally more uniform wrt: food-oriented period. How much praise/affection/puzzles/play/PRIDE (working dogs) does vary more the more intelligent the dog is

with humans it varies WAY more

That's pretty fucking awesome ngl

CORTISOL /shakes fist

(caveat: is important and vital but can be inhibitor-y)

hmm hmm hmm

I felt like I needed a more explicit example of rule-based learning but I think (?) / IMAGINE it is like "I before E except after C" and then at the same time adding in weirdness like you know... the word weird

https://www.npr.org/... related

ngl even talking about the cortisol and anxiety is giving me.... anxiety :| so break time

doing morning yoga

"While dogs' training is generally more uniform wrt: food-oriented period. How much praise/affection/puzzles/play"

Why does this sound familiar and subtly annoy me

I have been sufficiently reminded by the news I am one of the smartest people in the world --

Babe

I do not try to train you like a dog. And I flash you with boobs for a different reason than treats

Mostly just because it works and I like cheering you up; it makes me feel strong and competent when NOTHING ELSE IN THE WORLD DOES

insert isekai reference to wrath timeline empahsizing patience as a virtue :VVVV

I gotta say, it does really work on me.

Ilu

so it's not that my Mom lacks willpower, she just has a phenomenally distorted perception of time

Mind you; a fucking superpower but

The ability to forget is a species' superpower

So you say

It makes me cherish my inhuman freakishness B)

Yo exactly!!!! That's like such a huge thing that irritates me that schools don't teach because it increases learning SOOOOOOOOOOO much

Literally my inhuman superpower

Granted There were many things when I was younger and a baby autist I wanted to forget and couldn't

That's not what I'm talking about.
A). Every waking second in photographic memory
B). Grief and trauma
We'd go insane if we remembered all of that and forgetting heals the wounds of pain

And I wanted to be able to re-read things JUST LIKE NEW and now I can

>>

You have it too, regardless of good memory

THat is literally what I remember in spite of myself though

Mom's trauma and grief is why her memory is wholly fractured and that's dangerous too but

yeah I don't appreciate being able to recall certain things but

I am past the point where I now consider it fundamental and vital to who I am

and no, I can't recall ~everything~ perfectly -- precisely why I had to use backups in the form of writing/memorization of key things and even those could get undermined (losing laptops/memory cards/notebooks/etc.)

but I definitely have

disturbingly better memory/recall than anyone else I've heard of. It's my autistic synesthesia superpower annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnd yes, the downside is I am now literally unable to function and RP because I'm like "MY MEMORIES AREN'T MATCHING" and trying to fill in the gap without replacing SOOOOOOOOOOOO that's a thing

Reminder: this is my cheatsheet version of highlighting

/STRETCH

Is she stretching or is she saying it's a stretch

oh shit O.O moosechangerpat you'll get why I'm pinging you I hope

I was stretching physically to help with transference (Not really, I was stretching to get my circulation working better but it sounded funnier to say it that way)

obviously some of the transference is directly related what we just discussed above (memory holes gift)

She stretches like a cat when she's comfortable

It's true!

I was just now I am happy when I am reading and this in particular is like

praising me

/streeeeeeetch

Like the motivation part

This is why I play games from the stupid "earn whole PENNIES for playing!!!"

I do better

I need that little extra

/smh

It's very cute

thank god

I don't know what I'd do if you hated it

... who would hate it?

IDK!!! You // BIZARRO WORLD SUPERMAN VILLAIN Kyle

He probably also hates big boobs and loves /checks notes/ football and hates plaid

What a scoundrel

fr fr

Usually I'm "too good" at analogies I use them for everything but yes, sometimes the right or an actually helpful/direct one I can't come up with -- usually if I'm tired/migrainey/foggy

This is partly helped in that I do not think in words

so I have to not only convey transference but first translate then communicate

So while I have no amount of caring that I showcase/express my expertise in anything specifically (despite my pride)

What I want is to express a huge amount of high context subjects and information into a super duper insanely distilled system that even the stupidest idiots in congress (yes, this means Marjorie Taylor Greene and I'm 90% sure she or someone on her staff must have read my random essays for some ANATHEMIC reason or another... because she shouts me out not by

name but conceptually and as far as I know, I only write my essays when I've exhausted trying to find other people talking about them. + I have GamerGate ties so it's plausible-ish they find their way over there /squints/ SOMEHOW)

can process and utilize it without tricking them into it because that's too targeted in a way I can't get the general public to replicate

For a long time I thought maybe a good rule of thumb was just straight up assume a large amount of implicit understanding of economics -- as long as the information EXISTS elsewhere, that way if people don't get it, they can look it up

Now in light of the sheer fucking amount of propaganda, this is maybe the biggest sticking point the last 8 months fucking me up because I underestimated it

(or did I? - etc. it's a lot don't ask all of it)

But I can't assume everyone has expert knowledge and while I could still finish out point 3 with writing FOR experts so that it can trickle down ( :| ) I hate that in general and also the whole fucking point was to upend that

Literally pyramid up. ala rain. ECO SYSTEM CIRCLE

"Okay but if the experts get it, aren't some of them going to be better at distilling it" yes but that's still not quite the point

I think maybe if I focus on using relatable analogies and writing it foooor very basic level it should still work better? Because it's like Sarah Maas

Can't stand her, but undeniably, her writing is simplistic enough for a 2nd grade reading level (in no small part because nothing connects one moment to the next uuuuuuugh)

Obviously I don't have to water it down that much (nor would it be helpful, people who need that starting point aren't going to be able to trek this mountain tbh)

... oh O_O

oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooh

kopperhed we talked earlier about my crazy memory

THAT IS WHY

tbf even with the paragraphs RIGHT AFTER EACH OTHER I was stumped for 3 seconds before I was like duh

I also spaced out a little thinking about Nobunaga

Which is probably a good sign

Another aspect to experts is that aside from constant contextualization, just time expertise is a HUGE deal and I wanna emphasize that here not the sociopaths book even though it's at that point that I was like mentally screaming and had to go back to this

it's unfeasible for humans to attain all the expertise/experience in all things; by focusing on what they love (not what they are necessarily naturals at, because there's huge value in being bad at something and learning how to get as far as you can in it etc. in SPITE of lack of natural talent) that frees up others to also focus on what they love etc.

oic

I wonder

If I can apply this to boomers/Gen Z / the sociopaths in general >>

We always assume them being confused about truth vs. reality is awful because then dumbfucks like Trump can take advantage of it but what if

Certainly I know the more I've been confused the more I paid attention to try to figure it the fuck out -- and indeed, my favorite part of Urusei Yatsura is the confuse-a-CC aspect

Yes!!! /excited

so I don't need to mild anything

I might not recognize it as a banana, but I would have an urge to cut it open and nibble which is how CC died the 999999999999th time

ditto wrt dogs and defining them I definitely wouldn't say 4 paws and waggly tails because well, injured dogs are still dogs

hmmmm

ditto

A question then becomes to write the econ book, much journalist/history/etc. despite being nonfiction is written as narratives and more digestible (at least in theory)

But with economics it's like 99.5% written as more scientific (MATHS) and also not as easy

Also I'm just going to say it

Economics majors aren't as smart as English majors so that's kind of funny because well

I wonder if there's a way to put the points in????????????????????

Like the other problem is length

so I'm trying to avoid adding TOO MUCH external evidence and sticking more to the "look it up" but even so

+ use parables????

/steeples fingers

Dunning-Krueger

I mean confirmation bias is bad, sure but like

What I wish to propose with my econ book is so fucking outside the realm of human history that I don't know that people will have any preconceived bias/beliefs beyond "true believers" in idk. Communism. Tankies. Or Trickle Down Economics and I'm literally not even trying to talk to them because they already don't believe in reality?????????

Something something crop circles in the carpet

/rolls around in circles

It's probably fine. Just do my best and create a second edition as we learn what is needed

yosh

I think the warning in advance that it is neither Supply side economics nor communism should in THEORY help as it will brace the readers?

SUPER unsure about the narrative angle. I mean I can definitely do that for the BIZARRO Lilith/Satan and previous DOG MOVIE but

But I'm not even trying to tell "how to save the world" in that

There is also the effect that too narrative and I make it harder for people to take as a blueprint

while this isn't as helpful in the writing perspective; it's very very effective for the reviewing

<- where I'm stuck atm with all the things (not fiction devouring thank God, but then utilizing it again, see also: memory holes)

Vital. I had to "stop learning

*"Stop learning" for a stretch with CFIDS for a good /checks notes/ 25 years :||||| It sucked and I don't even know if I can fully get back but I pray...

So don't worry about prior knowledge; instead emphasize the big picture and all the connections

Oh baby My expertise

Huh that makes sense. I'm compensating for my illness impeding my "normal" skills by reading sooooooooo broadly it's ridiculous and yet it's working

I did this with videogames and it worked well so that was why I tried with reading too

My Ram (Re: Zero) horn being missing

I wonder if my Dad knows this

hehehe I still want to get those nursing notes for some reason

there were like 7 pages of graphs for notes that I skipped over because useful but yanno, stuck in there, this one is exemplifying how to categorize which I did a LOT OF for my basic bio classes but it's good to be reminded

-- CC, isn't copying entire pages wholesale defeating the purposely specifically outlined in isolating and highlighting the important parts

To which I say: it's fine, it's finnnneee

moosechangerpat unironically this is why God makes me answer and ask why questions and also why my questions for him were a little more advanced than yours previously (I wasn't as limited to yes/no just ~~~ flow~~~~)

done~