Oh no I’m sorry

We’re gonna see if we can budget a trip to Florida next month

I hope you can

I am so so sorry.

I'm sorry darling

I'm so sorry to hear that

i'm gonna throw myself into making stuff for my etsy shop and working on dice for Oul Central

I have a color in mind for moree nail polish but I don't have the money to make a mad micas order rn

but I'm excited

/nods

/holds

Snugggggs

Luckily, it looks like hotels in Port Saint Lucie aren’t too pricey for a couple days in July

Possibly because, I think, it’s kind of a retirement town?

waiting on mom to text me when she want to head down so I can book the hotel

also apparently jbt is being a hoe about mom depositing money in my account so I can book said hotel (in case the reserve now pay later thing doesn't work)

gonna discuss with her and her sisters if they want to do something small with grandpa so he doesn't totally miss me getting married

It's not super nice but I have a wedding dress I liberated from Salvation Army for $10 yeaaaaaaaaaaaars ago

maybe I can find a way to spruce it up

week chosen, calling bank now

aaaaaaaaand bs

it's a charged off account

so basically closed

hotel is booked

Put my old corsets up on Mercari in the hopes of rushing the funds for the hotel. It’s gonna be close to $350 for three nights

Fiancee is handling gas/driving, mom is covering the cheap hotels for the actual drive down and home, and I’m trying to cover the actual hotel

So this trip will be as stress-free as possible

If anyone wants to pass along the listings to help Thad be awesome lol

overbust

underbust

Before anyone worries, I’m not selling these JUST for the funds. They genuinely don’t fit me anymore. Which is sad, I still love the dark blue one

both links go to the underbustt one

Dang it

overbust retry

I did all this on my way to a bridal shower

there you go

I'm so sorry

/holds

Curls around you all

/loves all over

/loooooves

ONE and TWO necklaces on mercari now too

I'm not gonna worry about etsy rn because there's a fee for listing items. SO I'll use Mercari for now for selling stuff for this trip

for later, unless I can find a nice colored satin in my fabric drawers

THE DRESS DIB;T FIT FYCK

oh no!

D= nooooooooo

gonna put it on again in a bit and see how bad it is with fiancee, see if it's something i can make work by hitting the gym more regulkarly

new dress acquired from thrift store.

not happy about the extra spending but I will not forgive myself if I miss out on something with grandpa

Beautiful!!

Yeah ;;

$100 set aside. Crossing fingers for mercari/etsy sales now to help get there quickly because even though there's 2.5 weeks to the trip, my anxiety has spiked????

and we've had plans really solidified for like 4 days so??? fuck off anxiety???

/hugs tight

/snuggggggggs

I hope you get the cash

i'm thinking up backup plans already

/snugs

I can lend you a bit if you need <3

only as a last resort <3

okay <3

It'd be fine if we had more time but I saw pics of him

nodnod

we might not make it

still going to get the money together just in case but my aunt Patty called mom and said grandpa is fading fast

Noooo

oh fuck

can you video call?

I can ask but he talked to my uncle Billy and I’m told the call was very short

videos at least you can see each other

I’ll ask aunt Patty when she finally gets hold of me. She and grandpa just did his Will yesterday or the day before

/nods