I have seldom in my life been so heartbrokenly disappointed upon waking up

it was me, Lou, Siobhan, Zach, Ally, someone who I think my brain made up, & Sam Riegel at the table. I was playing a sassy gay necromancer.

Brennan had written me an encouraging letter to help me get over my nerves, about how I did not need to worry about the business side of things, this was just another table, & all I needed was to bring my best self & have fun

wait, no, Murph is a real person. everyone at the table was real.

awwww

also goddammit I want to play a sassy gay necromancer

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awww!