Life has been mentally tough if my previous plurks haven't made that obvious which has put a huge gaping dent in my drive. I'm glad I didn't overtag in the first big post, but I really gotta get a move on

I'll be tagging out and try to plot with people on the ooc post, but otherwise i'm gonna monitor myself to see how I really feel about playing in a game rn

thanks for everyone's patience, it's rough for everyone out there

i hope things calm down for you soon, mai!! but the mingle was supposed to be a chill time anyway so i think you're all right

Yeah I'm pretty relieved but at the same time I'm like

where's my enthusiasm, slaps self

it can be hard to work up that motivation when rl is really busy

demonology: i think this week will calm down somewhat?? this weekend will be busy (if I decide to haunt AX, but there's also another church conference to contend with, but I might be able to just help Sunday lol)

oh man AX

that's always an ordeal haha

i'm probably not gonna go, I would just be hovering in the artist alley and buying all the merch haha

I'm not too hurt over it, I'll probably just go to Anime Impulse again since it's closer and way easier to navigate compared to LA

i have heard the AX artist alley is pretty awesome yeah

but yeah!! i tend to like the smaller cons anyhow ...

yeah, the Anime Night Mart in Westminster Mall has that great small con feel (and free to just go in, great deal there)

oh that sounds fun!!

finally slapping tags back that I owe

i think what i need to do is just keep my pinterest board open with River's PB staring at me

all my tags done, I will go plot tomorrow after I finish an errand in the morning.

Okay so

I forgot to submit my AC which, totally my fault

I think this means I'll be swept out which like fair

I deserve that because I didn't do a bare min check

I'm sorry for ppl I was tentatively having plans with but i really need to pull myself together

I think even when life was rough, I still had enough enthusiasm to RP, but these days its been harder to pull myself up and if I keep trying the way I've been going I'll keep disappointing myself and others

demonology: court, thank you for being so loving and enthusiastic, it made me go, "i am going to rp with court or so god help me"

that can still happen heheh

i sound like such a sad sack ssank,schs but that's because im not meeting my own standards for RP

nah i know the feeling 8( it happens especially if you're rly busy with other things

June was a mentally and emotionally heavy month and it made it hard to channel it into RP esp. bc I chose a cheerful character

so yeah lots of little things i couldn't totally control and I need to monitor my future moods towards rp