I used to exercise when I got like this, and I'm too scared of paralyzing myself further

I've been there

is there a crafty thing you can do? something with your hands?

an instrument to play??

I do not. Hands are a little harder with the literal paralysis too esp. crafts but maybe just solitaire style

I'm so sorry. That's rough stuff. :C

oof

I called Moosey and I feel better. The rain is also helping

There are snap-together Star Wars kits there if you want to make those

are Legos too fiddly?

Legos good -- very worried I'd break things

tbh I have fine motor issues that makes things like Legos and Crochet hard. I get that.

One step at a time. Meditated myself silly lol (meaning like 5 hours. New record)

whoa!!

i wish i had something besides commiseration and RP to offer otz

I send only my best hugs and a face lick or two from the dog.

<333333 /hug always good though

I'll try to get my shit together, easier when I know the direction I want to go, harder when I feel like I'm lost even if I know I can't be that lost since I'm never alone now