depression is kicking hard rn

hugs

I’ve been in that position for a while now too. Hopefully it goes away soon for you. It’s the worst.

thanks guys
random bursts of tears and the usual thoughts of being easily replaceable just suck big time ..

you are one of a kind and very much not replaceable. I'm sorry the feelings are being cruel to you but send my hugs

feel this a lot. take it easy and know that we love you

You are loved and not at all replaceable!

thank you .. funny how you guys are waking me cry rn too, but in a good way

from someone who goes through this often too, you are absolutely loved and irreplaceable no matter what your brain says, and even if it feels impossible to believe us when we say it. some days are tough days but we're all here rooting for you

thank you so so much for the kind words guys! I love you for this, you have no idea!

I see myself sliding back into this hole rn

and maybe I am overdoing it with that film project at work, cause fuck, I am so damn tense and I need some me time, I know

then there's RP and RL stuff that's getting to me that's kind of going into the same direction, and I want to say it's all the depression, but then the evidence is right there ..

idk, I should just finish for today and do replies while hiding in the bedroom once my gf comes home