first!

HOW I FEEL: im doin all right. rottmnt cast is POPPIN which is never something i thought i would ever see, so that's been very fun. it's been a few years since i've started at this game and when i apped cloud with akai & rachel apping zack and aerith, i honestly had no idea if i would be staying long term just bc SOL fairy tale is not my scene

i like it here, it's pretty low key, sometimes i get in a rut and don't want to take for a while/tag really slow for a while. this really is a game where you have to make your own fun and there are cycles for that. and sometimes cycles don't line up with CR/castmates. it's gotten pretty quiet here but we'll see if that changes with new event

CLOUD: the mans is unwell. he's engaging in some self-destructive behaviors ("self destructive" honestly because he is so hard to destroy), and he's having a really hard time not flying off the handle. he's big depresso rn because of losing aerith. he still has zack and he's clinging to zack like a limpet, but otherwise he's doing that stupid-

-thing where he isolates himself and wanders around like a sad angry ghost thinking in equal parts about how much he hates his life and how much he hates the people who made his life suck. he will probably snap out of it eventually but he's not very social ATM. i will look for ways to snap him out of it

DONNIE: is doing.......ok. he's tentatively trying to figure out ways to better himself without actually calling it that, because self-improvement implies THERAPY and he's in denial that he's actually been doing that on the regular. i am VERY interested to see what happens if/when future donnie gets in because that can go one of two ways:

very well, or VERY, VERY POORLY. it depends entirely on how they meet up and how they react to each other

i am of the opinion that if a (rottmnt) donnie met another (rottmnt) donnie they would either be the best of friends or they would be the worst fucking enemies on the planet earth

so we'll see how that goes

SOREY: im struggling just a lil bit with him but honestly that's always the case with this guy. he is so nice and friendly and i just do not feel like tagging as much as his friendliness would imply is necessary. pure little christ figure boy. i am having fun messing around with the nature of what malevolence really is in some of his threads, and the-

leo was already trying to tell tello "your lab is already here just go raid it" while tellos' like "lmao no I'm not that dumb"

wonkly relationship that has not only with morality in general, but with HIS personal morals. traveling around with an assassin who attests the ENTIRE WAY that assassination is necessary

i need to get him out a little more so i should throw him at viktor and april posts, maybe some more threads. stop being so lazy, egg

spacemoth: what future???? did he TL i thought he just replied to future leo

AS FOR

yeah he topleveled!

spacemoth: /goes to stalk

here

HOW I FEEL: i'm not sure yet!! i just got here, so i'm waiting to see how things pan out. the setting isn't ENTIRELY my scene but i love that easy A/C. i'm also not OPPOSED to fae settings like this (or dislike them or anything), i just don't usually know how to work with it very often. my unfamiliarity with it is part of why i apped the char i did

which is S'REI/WOL: i'm unsure about this lad, but that was to be expected. there's always a little bit of a stigma about malleable characters (not necessarily that i've noticed here but just in general) so i was nervous to start. i have his personality down pretty good, but i'm thinking i need to brush up his journal and put something succinct

about his background and personality so if people want to go looking, they can. he's already ruffled the feathers of a couple folks which again, i usually don't have a problem with, but whenever you go to a new place you never know who is going to take IC things personally OOCLY my skin is not always as thick as i like to pretend it is

i also really wish i had more icons of him displaying a greater range of emotions; i might just cave and do some simplified style ones just for that but i haven't had much time at work for tags/drawing and i'm always so tired when i get home. it'll take me a bit. maybe i should commission my brother

anyway, i'm definitely not giving up any time soon because i really do want to play him, but i am just quietly vibrating anxiously any time i tag with him

THE END

I gotta bug him
I've got someone I'm gonna tdm that's a little more outgoing than tad currently and can absolutely bug him

i was gonna do a catch-all log with him but tbh i never do those so i have a hard time coming up with things

will think some more about options

i also tagged some stuff and i'm not in a HURRY i'm just still tryna find my sea legs

eats your blorbos

i hope you find that pixieled groove, it's a cool lil game if it meshes

it IS a cool game, i am just still adjusting o/ i might've had an easier time with a char i've played a long while, but none of my standards really fit in too well imo. that might change as i learn more

i do also find it REALLY funny that the younger twins are both so GRRRR BARK BARK RRR I HATE YOU GRR ARRRRGH at the older twins, like

you guys are so fucking annoying

younger twins like THIS IS MY ONLY TWIN YOU NEED TO LEAVE YOU NEED TO GO and the older twins are like calm down mate nobody gonna take him from you

extra aggro for the twins, as a treat

I didn't realize you were in Pixie Led too! I would love to meet S'rei! Malleable characters are fun! I play Kai, another OC from a future timeline of the idea Altair is from

drapes self upon lovingly

we should drum up an au for zack and cloud to drag their asses into less depressing moods

give them something worse force perspective upon them

Nicholaj: i just got in last app cycle!!! so not even a full month yet. i will look for u

fontech: TBH I WAS THINKING ABOUT THAT

i wondered if i should do a for-real SOLDIER cloud AU but i didn't get far thinking about it before i got distracted

oooh

i wanna do TLs so fucken bad but it's. difficult

it is... difficult....

i did 1 prompt for zack i believe in u

pixie tdm is already like 3685886 comments

yeah im prolly doin a log if i end up TL...