i guess now that i've made peace with a lot of what happened along with learning that all that negative talk i thought was happening was my anxiety talking
i also found something really sweet and i feel bad i put in the back of my car but the family of one of our students who was autistic gave me a card with a sweet message thanking me and a $25 dollar gift card. I remember the mom said I made her son feel so comfortable around people some days he took his headphones off!
i remember feeling like this wasn't the job for me and failing so hard, but from the sweet gifts i got to our spanish student parents thanking me and the students from my former school coming up to give me hugs it made me think maybe i am good at this
i feel like i stumbled into going into education after everything that happened with my college education's program then dealing with my first year and everything else it feels good knowing that i can help students feel comfortable going to school