the year before covid hit i was supposed to see my grandma but we never ended up going up there. and i didn't get to see her for years obviously cause covid. then she got cancer and died and the last time i saw her she looked like she was already dead.
and rhen last christmas we were supposed to go up and visit my dads side of the family again and we never did and i sobbed. because the last time that happened i didn't get to see my grandma and she died so. and then i got in trouble.
