thank you

yah.. im just really stressed because i feel like theres a lot of pressure on me to always do the right thing on here and keep track of everything my friends do and make sure i never make a mistake and do everything i can to just be perfect

i will maybe . I might just move accounts but at the same time i will miss everything i have on this one if i do

to me you seem very self aware of your actions and always put effort to improve and get better which is what matters. and maybe the anon you're referring to was generalized?

they said it a few hours after it happened, said something i said about me saying the word, and def seemed directed at me

oh i get it. i apologize i wasn't really on when it happened... but like it was said before people should really try to understand where you're coming from because you clearly aren't just throwing it around like others do on a daily basis or whatever. and you're willing to take accountability but i geniunely dont understand why they're not bringing this up+

+ to you privately if its that big of a deal

idont either nobody tells me i did something wrong until i forget wnd its too late

honestly this just seems like a misunderstanding your intentions clearly aren't even to start drama or anything it was a geniune mistake.. if people are failing to understand that then it's not worth it! this doesn't make you a terrible person either, you've already owned up to your mistake.