Lately, I've been hating everything I write (including small things like this) and it's making roleplay really hard. I love thinking of ideas and plotting but whenever I write, I really don't like the process and I especially don't like the product.

I've tried expressing myself through other means (like art) but I'm not at a high enough level to adequately express what I want so I always go back to this. I'm not giving up on art, I'm just trying to be patient and I'm nowhere near the skill to draw my ideas right now.

I've also tried 3d art but I'm finding that I need more 2d art knowledge to sufficiently do the things I want to do (and my brain refuses to do something else instead) in 3d. I do AV scripts (for ideas of animated music videos) sometimes but those are more rare and have the same problems as the others.

I'm currently learning 2d art and French (and french history (eventually) but I'm trying to learn how to write better. So I go back to the original reason I wrote this.

Does anyone have some suggestions? I'm currently getting therapy but that's going to take a while so if possible, I'd like your writing suggestions. Courses, sites, etc.

This is my first time doing a post like this so forgive me if it's a mess.

shinotenshi22:

/cuddles you and curls around protectively