I ALSO DO enjoy being a fucking ham on stage and this is me calling me out, but I have been caught on more than one occasion just fucking. Boogying in the kitchen while I'm doing the dishes
As for the RP question, I've always played around ever since I was a kid. I think that sort of just shifted into doing it as the hobby later on IF THAT MAKES any sense
I remember being SO SAD when the other kids around me became 'too old' for pretend and then SO EXCITED when i discovered people do it online in writing