Sleep issues continue to make it hard to function, which means I have failed at being around online much lately.

Also we've been completely reorganizing the kitchen now that the sink is fixed, and having more family nights lately, which has also sucked a lot of time up.

I would like to do more rp stuff, I'm missing it. But brains are tired.

I will probably poke tfln tonight and see if it jumps my brain. But no promises it will last, who even knows at this point.

It's nice to have you alive when you are alive. We always enjoy you!!

Very yes to what mikomitears said!

<333 I appreciate it! I know I've been extremely sporadic for a wihle now but thingsj ust keep happening. I appreciate people being around when I do pull myself back. ^^

sighs and faceplants back into plurk for a few minutes
Not even bothering to make a new one cause I probably won't be around much but apologizing again for constantly being scarce.

I am tired almost 24/7 either from not sleeping or sleeping pill induced grogginess. My mother's having big health issues I keep have to talk her down from panic about. And I currently keep lapsing into feeling like I absolutely suck at everything to do with words.

So I am trying to be a person again, at least occasionally, because I really want to be doing stuff, it's nice and distracting. It's just only working once in a blue moon.

Keep going! You're being thought of even if you're having trouble being around and being a groggy person all the time. I'm here if you ever want to write. <3 and for hugs if you don't

mikomitears: <3 Thank you. I do honestly want to do things!

Part of the problem is I keep trying to go back to things that have been sitting, and then I need to reread to get back into the swing, and that just sets off insecurity issues.

The other is just trying to be awake. Ugh. I have doctors later this month, I need to talk to them about testing for a couple of things, so we'll see what happens.

I am have things going back years, and several months. I don't ever mind, but I'll always start something new if you'd like. <3