so [diadem] is going. it's. man. I keep trying but then work keeps being a thing and I get slow and then when I have time off I have no focus |D BUT

I gotta Think about event before I put up a plotting thing bc I feel like there should probably be other emotion options beyond Yawning Howling Pit Of Dark And Empty Grief

poor Clint

plz make him feel things, event

actually there are some surprises that got me good, he's extremely cute with nadine and I don't know?? where that came from?? but he is, he wants to help make sure this Totally Normal schoolteacher stays safe and has a place to start teaching again!!!

also just love the entire existence of john 'what the fuck are you' doe and clint doing the dance of JUST LOOKING AT HIM MAKES MY LIZARD BRAIN GO INSANE and I AM NOT MY LIZARD BRAIN I CAN DEAL WITH THIS AND BE POLITE

frank knows some of his Trauma and john knows some other part of his Trauma and --wanda might be about to learn some of the Trauma, too, actually, this thread might take that turn

anyway I'm hoping life kind of starts unfucking itself soon so I can feel like I can get to tags more often than I do whoops........

would love to dive into more of the Weird Shit dia's got to offer but it's going to be a long game about it nbd nbd sometimes we make our own weird

super excited at long last for the bond mechanics to start coming into play OKAY

[pixie] is moving and grooving, clint's in AU hell until the tdm, come say hi to one of several of him

he'll probably get his lost memory back too just...because logistically it's gonna be hard to justify forgetting nat's death when a lot of stuff that happens after kind of. hinges on that? tho he could always think he's repressing a memory idk

he really ought to show off ALL his tats, and also once he clears up I'll officially give him his shiny eyes

september or october might see a big physical change but we shall see

loki's Complicated and only gonna get more of that >3

no apps, no drops, no plans to do either in the future, clint's really my only main muse atm. would be nice if mobius came back into the fold. if I go through with my threat to rewatch rvb, I could see church making an unfortunate comeback

I've threatened ratchet at both games lollll, and shadow the edgehog could always be an option

I won't get to tags today, it has been. emotionally stupid day lol but hopefully. hopefully tomorrow.

I'm trying to keep tags at like 3-4 days instead of a week+ to get back to but I know I'm bad at that too

and I know there's a whole week to plot at dia I just. lol worry I'll get all left behind aaa. brain has been doing big dumbs

RATCHET

mark! my! words! tags are gonna get done by the end of today. shitty sleep busy work and lack of focus on making more than basic simple words go do thing say tag word do, are not going to stop me, I'm gonna do it god fucking damn it

I'm getting there clenches fist

also someone remind me to finally put clint up on the diadem event plotting post bc I have considered Emotional Options I feel are good-

slaps up the shortest planning comment I guess????? me over here like y'all make other plans??

now comes the hard part

actually........thinking of toplevel stuff that is engaging and interesting

something that says more than 'and then he felt big feelings! and someone else felt them!' lol. NO idea what if anything to do with the 'you go on a feels bender and don't remember things' bit

like would be interesting to engage with, just..............don't. know? what? that entails yet?

laying in the middle of the road probably

which I say as a joke but honestly that is probably not one, that one will probably happen

writing toplevels is hard, man

btw do u want scott to flirt with clint? lmao

meanwhile I keep getting distracted thinking about fancy ball outfits for pixie bc like. you know it'll happen someday.

discovering pinterest is full of the ai slop too

justinify: I am le down for le clown for anything

you know it'll happen someday sshhhh

anyway ok good! let them be clowns at each other

SLAPS HANDS DOWN okay I'm not writing it tonight but I think tomorrow I will try a toplevel!! I'm feeling better about things!!

also I know my plotting post said I didn't have plans but I was thinking about flowers for pixie and remembered listen

listen. listen shh listen he's gonna try and grow some sunflowers in dia and they're gonna get a little Weird bc it's diadem like that but he's gonna do it